stylegoddess

2007-08-30T01:31:00.000+08:00

MOVED to xanga.com/stylegoddess! if you're my friend, add me. if i dont accept you, too bad.

2006-11-07T22:32:00.000+08:00

MOVED to xanga.com/stylegoddess temporarily! just trying out how it is! if you guys prefer me blogging here at blogspot, LET ME KNOW, i'll move back.

2006-11-06T23:24:00.000+08:00

~~sorry for the delayed update! here's some pictures and i'll blog TMR so do check back this entry.~~

the weekend was well spent with baby! (: he booked out on saturday at 1plus. picked me up at my place in his cab and off we went back to his place! (: showered, changed, and we left for beach road (army market) cos baby needed to sew his name tag on his new uniform. had a cheap YET yummy dinner! (: superr shiok! then we left for bugis. shopped cos baby needed to buy a pair of berms. (: tried so many clothes and in the end he got it! baby felt a lil heart pain cos it cost him $79.90 for it. and we were arguing about the difference between the way girls and guys shop. hah.

then we got home, and after a while, i left. (: sunday morning, went over to baby's. did my work finished while watching two episodes of prison break! then had lunch, and watched National Treasure! (: nice show. time passed so fast! it was time for dinner with the family! we had pizzaa! (: then we sent baby to camp!

and i miss him so much!
3 more days to his 20th birthday and
5 more days to our 11th month anniversary! (:

2006-11-04T01:01:00.000+08:00

SECRET REMEDY has been UPDATED!
please kindly visit us!

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2006-10-31T10:59:00.000+08:00

firstly, i'll like to emphasize the importance of HAVING ONE'S OWN fashion sense. its really irritating to see some people who just cant dress for nuts but yet follow other people's dressing slowly.

for example.
person A wears top 1 and bottom 2.
person B carries on wearing his/her tacky outfit.
person B thinks top 1 and bottom 2 looks nice.
person B then buys top 1 and bottom 2 lookalikes.
and then! wears them BOTH together.

erm, hello? are you like dumb or DUMB? okay, nevermind. you're not dumb. you're STUPID. and i hate stupid people. i hate people who can't have your own originality. and follow what people do before. AND usually such people only buy or copy the other party once they stop doing that. and its like a continuing thing. I MEAN, seriously! is it very difficult for people to just BE ORIGINAL? and just stop following the crowd! or WORSE, following someone you see everday bcos its like walking next to a mirror! i really think such people should do something. EITHER they feel insecure, friendless, or they just cant look good no matter what they do, and try to follow others, or else i dont know what already.

ohh wth. makes me pissed off knowing there are such people in this world. do something about it if you're someone like that. i guess you wont like it if someone's doing it to you too.

ANYWAY, went out with my favourite dummies yesterday! (: shopping day! yay! i love shopping! okay who doesnt. especially when there's school. you have to think of what to wear everyday! and making sure you dont wear the same thing twice in at least two weeks! lol. anyway, its been a long time since i saw those two! haha. i saw xinping tooo! at her school. so its just candice i havent seen! that girl is busy with her tennis thats whyy. ohh well. ((: i love those girls. i love ALL MY ST MARGS girls. its great to always catch up with them! (:

day 2 of field camp for baby. 3 more days! just 3! got to waitttttttttt patiently. i miss him so much!!!

2006-10-29T22:59:00.000+08:00

MY BABY IS LEAVING FOR FIELD CAMP TMR MORNING! a bloody 5 long days without hearing from him! omg. i hate going through this. its really painful to know that he's far far away without proper food, toilets, nice comfy beds and anyway way of communication to me! sigh. my poor boy. :(

anyway i enjoyed myself loads during the weekend! as usual! cos my baby is always there to make me happy. (: bringing me out for good food, window-shopping with me, travelling to many shopping centres though he's tired.. (: and best of all, staying up in the late night/early morning, sitting below my house to talk to me for around 2 hours.. i loveee heart-to-heart talks with him. thats when we really get to know each other better. more about each other's deeep past. thank you baby for everything!

anyway, my parents recently ordered a $4K karaoke set which is coming tomorrow. OMG. HARDCORE PLS. and, to all those out there reading! haha. i'm sorry that some are finding it difficult loading the photos. i'm SO SORRY! lol. well, i'll try my best not to post such a large file next time ok? (:

to JOY and CHAR: thanks for the motherly compliments! (: i really wanna be a mom one day! and i can't wait! heh. (: wheeee. i think i'm crazy! haha. its abit too early to feel like this. OH WELL! -hugs!

2006-10-28T01:50:00.000+08:00

its finally SATURDAY! and in about 12 hours time, i should be up, getting ready to pick up my baby! (: the best thing is he might be booking out before 3pm! (: that is, if everything goes smoothly. the army = unpredictable.

so, i changed my layout. what do you guys think? or is the previous one better? hah. i felt that the previous layout was one of the LONGEST layout i've used before changing a new one again. i've been lazy and lacked creativity. but today i felt i should do something about it. and ta-dah. feedbacks please!

babysitting today! ohmyy. ella is so cute pls. she told her mom a few days ago, "i love tina!" hahah! shucks. made me went awwww when i knew about it. (:

my blog is overloaded with photos! gosh. i've been posting wayyy to many pictures. this is crazy. haha. i wonder if any of you guys reading are facing any difficulties in loading my blog. -_- okay time to head to bed. i'm so darn tired from editing all the photos.

2006-10-26T22:13:00.000+08:00

school is such a drag! BUT, thank goodness for outings after school! especially with my dear rhea. (: this morning, teacher cancelled class at the last minute. so class was only from 1pm-4pm! yea i know 3 hours only. but i was in school at 9 am plus! gosh.

towned with rhea. did some shopping!! anyway, have been so caught up with thinking what to wear to school everyday! i hate it. have to keep thinking if i wore this yet? or when was the last time i wore blahblahblah. and i have to remember not to wear the same thing for at least 2 weeks. hah. me and rhea were talking about clothes just now while waiting for my dad. and we were talking abt what to wear and stuff. OHH btw, we discuss alot abt clothes. LOL. thanks rhea! and. I NEED TO SHOP MORE! clothes are NEVER ENOUGH. tho i've been buying lots of them recently! whee. (: bought some jewellery stuff. and met a customer to pass her 2 necklaces which she purchased! (: whee. business is picking up! and its getting BETTER! tomorrow we'll be mailing out 2 necklaces and passing 1 necklace to another customer in school. so 3 sales tomorrow.

and BABY has field camp next week! MEANING no contact for 5 days. :( i miss him so much! this is so terrible!

2006-10-26T13:26:00.000+08:00

damn. everytime i look at her picture, i feel like crying. I MISS SYDNEY SO MUCH. :( and i know she misses us too. heard from her new family she hasnt been eating well.. my poor doggie.. sigh.

2006-10-22T23:21:00.000+08:00

friday was book out day for my baby. (: rhea accompanied me after school to thread brows, she did it too! and we went jurong point to wait for our boyfriends! baby came out at 6plus, while evan was still inside so rhea went home first. THANKYOU rhea! (:

went back to baby's place and spent the night there! how nice it is to open my eyes in the morning to see him and feel his arms wrapped around me! (: we then got up, had brunch while watching tv, bathed and got ready to head out! (: vivocity it was! gosh! weekends there is CRAZY! dont go there! everywhere, every shop, is packed to the brim! grrr. it gave me a bad headache! i nearly died. head was throbbing so badly we had to leave. and as promised, baby brought me to sentosa to watch the Musical Fountain! its my first time there! hahah! im such a dumbo.

the show starts at 7:40pm but we had to get seated by 6:15pm because at that time, it was already half full! goodness. we sat there waiting for so long! ohh and we saw merdin working! hahaha. (: said hi to her. the show was good! its so nice lah! hahaa. to me maybe. cos like i said, its my first time! the lights on the water, the animations.. (: best thing, i got to see it with baby! altho he's been there before! haha.

we then walked to palawan beach. sat by the bench, with snacks and drinks. then baby told me to turn away. and suddenly he appeared with a cake! aint he sweet? (: goshh! he bought it at vivocity while i was shopping at candy empire! he's SUPER sweet! 1 week late but he still made an effort to get a cake for me. (: the things he do really make me go weak in my knees. hah. at candy empire, he told me to choose a number, 1 - 5. i chose 2. he said i could buy anything with a budget of $25! (: OMG. well, i couldnt stop taking so many things off the shelves! everything was just SO TEMPTING! and that was when he made his 'toilet' escape to buy me a cake! that silly boy.

TODAY! he went church with my family! (: then we went back to his place, went to watch World Trade Centre at Westmall! super touching show. kept tearing! hah. then we went grocery shopping again! and as usual, baby bought me candies! (: went back home, spent more time together and then it was dinner time with the family. his aunty, uncle and cousin came over. left with his dad to send him off to camp! and he'll be back again tomorrowww!! (: YAY to holidays! BOO to army!

2006-10-19T23:51:00.000+08:00

i went babysitting with rhea after school! okay not exactly after school, but after coming back to my place, we went straight there! (: ELLA is adorable! she's a taiwanese and adopted by 2 loving christian caucasian parents. ella has an accent! and she really says the darnest things!

for example.
1) she sneezed.
Ella: *ah-choo!* oops! sorry!
2) i coughed.
Ella: again! again!

SHE'S DARN CUTE! (: so here are some pictures of her! and a VIDEO! happy watching! LOL.

for the video, i'm the one under the blankie. and Ella's supposedly my mother. she keeps giving me kisses cos she hits my nose and then sayangs it with a kiss. WATCH IT!

ANYWAY my baby is coming out tomorrow! I CANT WAIT! ((:

2006-10-19T09:57:00.000+08:00

THIS IS MY PART OF THE STORY:
so, after school yesterday, my 5pm lecturer didnt come so i went straight to crystal's house. and that girl didnt answer her phone so i thought she was still napping, and i'll just go. reached her house, and since chengyin had to view houses, we could only meet after 8pm. and since the other day, i called candice and xinping, both weren't free to meet. candice had work and xinping had to study for her exams. so it was just me, crystal and chengyin. so we left at 8plus suppose to go holland for dinner together.

THE REAL PART OF THE STORY:
- crystal WASN'T NAPPING but actually preparing for the night.
- why didnt she answer the phone?
- cos candice was at her house and i came too early! spoilt their plan! hahah!

continue..
when we left her house, she asked if she could blindfold me! i was like.. OMG. hahah! it was scary. we took a cab and i was blindfolded so she wrote the destination on a piece of paper for the taxi uncle to see. since im not suppose to know where we're going. then we reached. she brought me up the stairs. and there was this person who kept poking me, playing with my necklace and snapping photos of me! then we finally reached. they pulled off the blindfold. ALL OF THEM WERE THERE! all 4 of them!

THE REAL PART OF THE STORY:
- chengyin wasnt viewing houses. her parents were.
- candice wasnt working. she was off.
- xinping HAVE exams but she was free for the night.

hahahah! omg. so sweet right? there were candles everywhere and there was a picnic mat, with a chocolate cake on it, 2 pizzas, 5 bottles of lemonade, 1 bottle of PINK VODKA for me, 2 of my fav cheese donut, and best, ALMOND JELLY! yummy! (: it was so fun lah! able to talk to them and stuff. guess what? they got me my LONGCHAMP BAG!!!!!!! hahahahh! i love it. (: thank you girls. really! im so so fortunate to have such friends! i really wish my entire life, i would be able to have you girls with me still. (: thanks for putting so much effort in trying to come and celebrate with me. LOVE YOU. crystal, chengyin, candice, xinping.

2006-10-18T15:30:00.000+08:00

school has been such a DRAG! waking up at 7,8plus, getting dressed, making-up, blowing my hair, and the worse thing! every morning when i walk out to flag for a cab, there isnt any and it causes me to be almost late for class! good thing i wasnt late for any of the first 3 days.

oh well. at least i go out after school. and ive been shopping! YAY! been a long time since i did. okay. im lazy to blog! pictures from today. and im meeting cheng and crys later!!!

BABY! i miss you so much! friday is approaching! WHEEEEEE..

2006-10-16T20:42:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY to myself! hahaha. lets just hope this last 'teen' year of mine would be a smashing one! (: although the girls weren't free today, i still enjoyed myself! a big huge thank you to rhea & chengyin from that 'pop-out-of-nowhere' heart shaped cake! (: guess what! im eating it now! hah. YUMMY PLS i love it! so chocolatey!

special thanks to those who wished me! (:
chengyin, candice, crystal, xinping, rhea, alicia, alvin, jacintha, andrea, samuel, adeline, charlene, agnes, michelle (chele), mattie, cassendra, rachel tang, desrina, izwan, valerie, berenice, joy, aunty lea, benson kor, sascha, xingyi, masyitah, wanjun, erin, valenzia, yvonne lin, ben hoe, ben lim, dave and to those i forgot to mention here.. im sorry!

and a BIG thankyou to my one and only baby! although he's not here with me, but he's in my heart wherever i go. (: and i know he's missing me like crazy! hahaha. thank you babyy for the sweet message this morning. it made me tear... i love you tons.

2006-10-15T23:08:00.000+08:00

yesterday and today was well spent with baby! (: especially yesterday. although he booked out really really late, (thanks rhea & evan for waiting with me!) we managed to go out, have dinner together and walk by the sea/river in the night. and! we walked past esplanade, past the bear shop, and baby decided to let me customise my own teddy! i chose the biggest size, PINK fur, and how fat and fluffy i wanted it to be. then the shop assistant gave baby a little heart shape thing, which you can write a msg on it. he wrote some stuffs on it, we both kissed it, and she put it in the teddy, at the heart's position. (: so sweet right? then i went on to choose its clothes. decided on that pink winter jacket with a ribbon on it! wanted the pajamas one but only left with blue. there's others like nurse uniform, doctor, cheongsam, mermaid, bikini, dresses, etc...

i love my new teddy! (: its name is Kaina Toh. thank you baby for the expensive teddy! (:

today! cabbed straight to baby's house after service, and that silly boy was still in bed! slacked at home and then we left for dinner with my family. ate alaskan crabs, HUGE SIZE oysters, prawns, and loads more! YUMMY! my birthday dinner costs $440.40. goodness. but super worth it! baby came along and then we sent him to camp after that. i miss him so much now..

SCHOOL REOPENS TOMORROW! help! i hate school! UGH. i have decided to skip my 2pm-6pm lesson! HURHUR. you cant expect me to be stuck in school till 6pm on my birthday? NO FREAKING WAY!

2006-10-14T01:26:00.000+08:00

this entry is gonna be FILLED WITH PHOTOS! (: rhea is staying over tonight! and she's my NEW photographer. haha. she's crazy! (: thats what makes spending time with her enjoyable!

and baby is coming out tomorrow! YAY! lalalalalalaaa....

pssttt: please note! i do not wear carefree. its just that the photo of me jumping makes me look so carefree, like some adverstisment for sanitary napkins. lol.

2006-10-12T22:33:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 10TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY BABY! (:

oh well. he cant see this anyway! i miss him SO DARN MUCH! havent talked to him for 2 days! help! he's becoming too busy for his girlfriend, ME. :( i miss him...

anyway after work today, i went down to school, met franky, my mentor, signed some forms, headed down to VIVO to meet rhea and her mom. bought my pants and dress! yay! (: then we walked around, rhea bought clothes. and we headed to NUH for her appointment. then me and rhea headed back to my house while her mom went home.

and we started on our necklaces! PLEASE GO CHECK IT OUT! we posted 3 new necklaces! i feel like 'koping' it for myself to wear. heh. tomorrow will be more! ((: go seee now ok?

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2006-10-11T21:11:00.000+08:00

went OUT today after work and goodness gracious me! I NEED MONEY! :( there's just SO DARN many things i need, or rather, WANT, to buy! went vivo today and GOSH. i can die there. its shopper's paradise! i reserved a skinny jeans! and a dress! (: and hopefully i can collect it tomorrow with daddy's money. hurhur. i love it! im gonna get more in different colours! heh.

dresses are everywhere! and they are SO YUMMY! let you guys look at one i tried today! too bad its too big for me. :( and iM BROKE! i spent close to $80 on NOTHING but supplies for Secret Remedy!

tell me if its worth buying okay? and i might consider asking my dad for the money!! wheeeee.

we'll most probably be updating Secret Remedy tomorrow, pls check okay? its gonna be smashing! big keys, puffy hearts, BIG lockets! (: grab it fast before its gone!

been seeing EVERYONE on the streets carrying the longchamp bag! AND I SAW SO MANY FAKES! grrrr. looks cheapo already since everyone has it. :/ ugh. now it doesnt look that nice to me anymore. why is it that everytime, shops have the fake of the stuff you want/have. how gross is that! like fake birks, fake chloe, fake fendi.. etc. just gets on your nerves.

rhea was a GREAT company today! (: window shopped alot till my body is aching! im gonna sleep at 10:30pm tonight, believe it or not! i've got work tmr and i didnt get a chance to nap today! tomorrow will most probably be heading to school, then to vivo to collect my jeans and dress, and then accompany rhea to nuh, and back to my place for jewellery making! tata!

2006-10-08T23:40:00.000+08:00

lots of photos up for today's entry! and yes, BABY was back. but he's gone again. its so fast! we spent less than 24 hours together and i've been bad. taking mc for 2 days. hahahh! so i can spend more time with him! (:

saturday.
woke up at 9plus, got ready, and got my lazy fat ass down to bukit batok polyclinic to get an mc. GOODNESS. i'm pretty surprised i managed to go down all alone, sitting at the polyclinic waiting alone. tugged baby's crumpler along with me and after getting my mc, i went up to baby's house and got his bro to put it on his table for me. (: headed to jurong point at 12:30pm and met rhea there. both of us slacked all the way till 4pm! gosh! thank goodness i have her company! we waited cos baby didnt have a fixed book out time. he said 1-5pm. so could be 1pm, could also be 5pm. evan came out earlier, then 3 of us waited for baby. he came out at 4. (:

baby gave my robot the name "BOB". haha.

the two left and i finally saw my boy! (: dressed in formal wear. well, every cadet in OCS has to wear civilian clothes (white shirt and black pants) whenever they book out. we ate and then headed back home! i was so excited to go back cos i couldnt wait to see baby's reaction when he sees the crumpler! haaha.

then when we reached home, he went upstairs, and i was behind him following him up. he opened his door, and his siblings were in the room.

HIM: "ehh! who bought crumpler bag?"

nobody answers.

HIM: -looks around room
me: -leaning on the bed smiling... ((:
HIM: "OHH! its you! -grinns like mad-"

HAHAHA. okay fine. i added in the -grinns like mad- but he actually did smile alot!

he was so happy please! hahahaha. (: and it makes ME even happier to see him happy! he loves it. i know he does. lol. he kept asking me why i bought it cos it was pretty pricy. BUT, there's nothing im unwilling to give for baby. i've got another surprise coming up for him soon! hah. i cant wait. ((: i love giving baby surprises.

we had PIZZA for dinner and it was YUMMY. (: watched prison break season 2, episodes 5-7 in his room, and i headed home at 2am. (: there! one day just flew by just like that! :/

sunday. which is today.
woke up, went to church and headed straight to baby's house after church. (: napped quite a bit and missed a chance to watch our movie. well, apparently baby did wake me, but i was too tired and carried on sleeping. oops. :/ we then caught a 4pm show. Rob-b-hood! OMG. hilarious! me and baby laughed so hard during the show! (: i give it 4.5 out of 5 stars! (:

and rhea told me she went vivocity and I WANT TO GO TOO! read from her blog that there's cheap monday jeans! OMG. someone please donate some money to this poor lady here. i need lots of new stuffs. ARGHH.

skipped work. went back to baby's, had dinner and started packing up. went out to buy black pants for baby with his parents and left to send him back to camp! time really flies huh. i've got to wait another week again before i can see him. sigh. and seems like its kinda easy to get confined. i really pray hard he's not that unlucky.

2006-10-07T02:13:00.000+08:00

okay im gonna sleep straight away after this post! baby's coming out tomorrow! (: will be going to take an MC to skip work tomorrow. hah. im such a naughty girl. anyway, i mentioned before that im gonna get baby's surprise right? well, here it is! hahaha. i can post it here because by the time he sees this post, he would have already seen it! i cant wait to give it to him. (:

and rhea got me my birthday present!! (: and i LOVE it. cos i chose it. hahah. went out with her today with baohui. did a lil shopping, and went to work. gosh! im so pooped. :/

bought baby his FAVOURITE doughnuts. (: the other time i got it for him, he finished them all. 2 boxes! and he loves it. so i bought more for him! haha. i love it too! yummy. (:

2006-10-06T02:09:00.000+08:00

wah damn tired. im finally home from work! :/ madness. i need to SLEEP. i shall, after this entry. worked from 8:30pm-12:30am today and i wasnt late! i left home at 7pm! phew. thought i'll be late but thankfully i was there 5 mins before 8:30pm.

so, today rhea and claire came over! you know what, for a girl who's boyfriend is in army and she can only meet him once a week or worse, in my case, once in 3 weeks, im considered super lucky that time has passed so fast. WHY? 1 big reason. FRIENDS. without them, i think i'll just ROT everyday at home. either at the computer, or in bed sleeping my life away. baby hasnt booked out for 3 long weeks! and in 2 days time, he'll be OUT. (: it seems so fast because almost everyday i have dates and meetups with my good friends! (: even tomorrow i have a date with crystal! and rhea at night! (: thank goodness for them. not forgetting, chengyin, candice, xinping, agnes, and JACINTHA who i will be meeting next week.

anyway, back to today. the two girls came SUPER early. one moment rhea smsed and told me she was at hillview. so i got up to wash up, but before i even could, mom called out to tell me rhea was here! why? she cabbed from hillview. that girl! ha. anyway its been a long time since i last saw claire! hahah. (: and its her first time over at my place. (:

then WORKED and i injured my middle finger! i closed the cupboard door on my finger and it hurts! i nearly cried! hahah. my whole finger immediately stinged and was red, hot, chilli peppers, haha! no la. it was burning! had internal bleeding so i hurried soaked it in ice cold water! was so painful. goodness! okay im SUPER tired. off to bed i go. gonna get baby's surprise tomorrow! already reserved it! YAY!

2006-10-05T03:05:00.000+08:00

its ONE YEAR and 5 DAYS since i had my eye op! one year has passed just like that! gosh. i didnt realise it until yesterday. time does fly. imagine, 1 year ago, i was stuck at home for days recuperating and rotting due to boredom. wow. life just sucks out all the time away from you just like that. it felt like just yesterday when i was lying on the operation bed.

*oops. for those who didnt know and is reading this must be thinking.. "omg. what happened to her 1 year ago?" hahahaa. okay nothing at all. (: no serious accidents, nearly-blind incidents, or some ingrown eyelash problem. lets just say, i'm like every other girl on the street....

2006-10-04T23:23:00.000+08:00

i met up with my silly girls today. PLUS agnes whom i havent seen since.... i dont know when. its too long ago. :/ met up with her first. i slept at 5am this morning cos i was up watching veronica mars. addicted! so i woke up late which caused me and agnes to meet late too! we met around 4:15pm at far east and i bought lotsa cute stuffs! (: i love em! more necklaces here we come!

anyway, we walked and walked then met my other girlies. and agnes had to leave to meet her friends for dinner. so the rest of us went sakae for dinner! (: we always have a hard time deciding on where to eat. tsk. whole life! gosh. now im back home, and its back to veronica mars. SO, TATA.

*PSSST: rhea is coming over tomorrow! more jewellery making! and i miss my baby! i havent talked to him for 2 days! he's outfield!! tmr then coming back! ARGHHH. ohh. and i trimmed my fringe yesterday. was too long that it was poking my eyes! hahaha.

2006-10-02T19:50:00.000+08:00

OMG. i want this cakes for my birthday!! FREAKING PRETTY! actually who can bear to eat them right? haha. damn amazing. especially the last cake, the cadbury one. looks TO REAL to be a cake. unbelievable. *yummy. the gucci one is my fav!

2006-10-02T13:19:00.000+08:00

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Chuan Kai!

Grapes explode if you put them inside Chuan Kai.
Four-fifths of the surface of Chuan Kai is covered in water!
The condom - originally made from Chuan Kai - was invented in the early 1500s.
Only one person in two billion will live to be Chuan Kai.
Chuan Kai is the world's smallest mammal.
If you cut Chuan Kai in half and count the number of seeds inside, you will know how many children you are going to have!
Chuan Kai is physically incapable of sticking his tongue out.
Astronauts get taller when they are in Chuan Kai.
Chuan Kai is incapable of sleep!
Chuan Kai is 1500 years older than the pyramids!

THIS IS FUNNY! hahahah! My baby's the world's smallest mammal and condoms are originally made by him! HOHOHO. this is so cute! (:

i need to go SHOPPING!! arrgghhh. recently i've been looking out for BAGS! yummy bags. hahaha. but i can never seem to find the right one. UGH. i need lots of stuffs. and where is the money!? BAH. i have yet to get my baby's surprise. probably this thurs or fri. heh. IM TIRED.

2006-10-01T20:24:00.000+08:00

I SAW BABY TODAY! hahaha. okay the day started off pretty bad. i slept kinda late last night because i worked. talking about work, it was a really last minute thing. eileen suddenly asked me to work. but crystal worked with me. so it wasn't too bad and time passed really fast! (: oh yes. so i slept really late like say, 2plus? and i had to wake up at 6:30am. and reach baby's place by 7:45am.

this morning i got woken up by my mom cos they were gonna get ready for church. and what time was it? just nice 7:45AM! freak. i practically JUMPED out of bed. my sis was laughing like mad at my expression! hahaa. it was the shortest time EVER in my life i took to get ready! dad fetched me down to his place and baby's parents were already waiting downstairs! OOPS. -_- anyway we then headed to safti. SO EXCITED LAH to see my baby. (: havent seen him for 2 weeks! so here are the pictures! WHEEE. im so happy. (: one more week and baby will be able to book out! (:

saw baby for 2 hours plus and we had to go. toured the place and even managed to sit on his bed. (: that place is HUGE! was really fun. (: i love visits to baby's army. get to see what is his life like in there. OHH i even managed to see crystal and sam, and even saw michelle! (: she came down with her bf, guan tat, to find me in baby's bunk! haha. and i saw Jessie, my pri school friend! she was there to visit her bf too.

anyway i will be working tomorrow. superr sian. i hate work! ughhh. i cant wait for SATURDAY to come!! (: OH AND BY THE WAY, secret remedy has been updated with children's day themed items! go take a look NOW! click here!!

2006-09-30T00:00:00.000+08:00

OKAY just to let you people know, i'm FREAKING tired yet i'm here blogging. i even bothered editing all my photos and my eyes are all teary and dry. i need my beauty sleep, badly. SO pleaseee enjoy. (:

worked with crystal today on her first day at the airport. buddied with her so she would know what to do. (: at least time passed faster this way. we then finished work and headed to T2 for subway. then we left the airport and then, we experienced something funny. this 2 indian guys from india were in singapore for their first time and we brought them alllll the way to little india then continued our journey home. the 'best' thing is, we couldnt communicate cos their english sucked.

they asked me and crystal.. "you made in singapore?"
OMG. funny lah. MADE! oh yea. i was made and packed carefully by my parents in Singapore. haha wth. we should be awarded 'Citizen Of the Day award".

then met rhea and we went town. passed chengyin the necklace she bought for her trunk, cindy, who is leaving singapore again tomorrow. then we left them and walked around, had ice-cream, bought charms, evan came, camwhored, jump in the middle of crowds, dinner and chit-chatted and HOME it was.

oh and we went into Tiffany and CO and i saw the ring i want! ITS SO LOVELY PLEASE! i want it i want it i want it!!! goodness. everything in there is so nice! hahaha. (: i love so many things i saw! hah. i want to buy over the whole shop.

2 more days i get to see MY BABY! ((: soon soon soon! GOODNIGHT ALL.

2006-09-28T15:26:00.000+08:00

work work work! i've been working my ass off. :/ oh well. at least its just 4 hours. during the last hour of my shift, time usually pass faster! hah. (: so! work isnt that bad after all. its just the waking up part which makes it so tough.

and i got my locket the other day. was actually searching high and low for it last time and TADAH! i found it! LOL. its a secret shop so dont bother asking me cos i wont tell! i'm evil. aiya. its not a secret shop la. very easy to find one. if you want one, just ask me to make one for you ok?

i was suppose to just take ONE photo for the locket but ended up snapping non-stop! goodness me. its been a long time since i last posted self taken photos of myself. hahaha. gosh. forgive me!

i've been blogging SO REGULARLY! yikes. this is scary. lol. i dont usually blog so often. anyway sunday is in 3 days time!!! finally. (: i miss baby so much that i can go crazy crying every night. UGH. and school is starting soon! double-UGH.

2006-09-27T18:50:00.000+08:00

I'M SO LAZY TO BLOG. and i've been a really lazy girl too. i've been napping alot! thanks to work. and i've been cancelling dates. i was suppose to meet rhea yesterday. and being so tired, i cancelled our meetup. as for today, was suppose to go crystal's house, and as usual, cancelled. i had a BAD BAD headache today. thank goodness mom was around bugis area. took a train down and met her there and went back with her. or else i'll reach home 1 hr later.

sunday is approaching! ((: i miss my baby!

2006-09-26T19:11:00.000+08:00

went out yesterday with crys. had to go collect my taxi claims at chinatown and we experience some traumatic incidents! PLS if you have a weak/faint heart, please dont go chinatown. you will be haunted by the gross image forever. hahahaha.

did a little shopping, like finally! bought a cute bag, a belt, some heart lockets, and a pouch. we walked alot so i shall let the pictures do the talking alright. went to work after i met her and ended at 12:30am. i reached home at 2am and guess what, the next day, which is TODAY, i had to start work at 6am. and i stay in the west area so i have to wake up around 4:30am. but i woke up late, and reached work at 6:30am. explained to the rsm, and was excused. the schedule is pretty screwed up. grr. wont happen again i hope.

thankfully, i worked with candice today. time passes SO MUCH faster! we kept chit chatting lah. haha. so bad. but the two RSMs today were really nice. then finished work at 11, had lunch with her, adrian, ben and i forgot her name. lol. then me and candice went to walk around. we have 25% off GUCCI, FERRAGAMO! and stuff. so we went gucci and i want to get this handbag. after discount, its only $521!!!! yea right. ONLY. haha. but for a gucci bag, it is bloody cheap. who will buy it for me!?

then home sweet home and i napped! was suppose to meet rhea. gosh. but i was too tired. so im meeting her on friday instead! AND GUESS WHAT!? saturday, im going PICNIC-ing! with my darlings!! ((: SO FUN! SO EXCITING! hahaha. i wanna go picnic-ing with my baby too when he comes back! LOL.

OHH! and for the surprise thingy for my baby.. i've got a good idea! im thinking of putting the surprise in his room before he comes back from Army cos i'll be going his house this sunday. so when he comes back from army, and steps into him room, he'll see my surprise!! lol. we'll see!!

2006-09-24T00:26:00.000+08:00

Rhea and crystal darling came over!! (: Well, actually planned to go crystal's house today. then rhea messaged me asking if i'll be home cos she wanna come over to slack due to boredom! SO, both of them came instead! ((:

crys came earlier, so we went bukit panjang to rent dvd. Raise your Voice by Hilary duff. then we bought snacks. very very sinful and heaty. came home and then rhea called and said she was here. so we went back down and that silly girl walked in when we walked out to pick her. so we had to walk back in again! hahaha.

so we watched the show together and munched on our snacks. bitched together and then watched tv. (: its really fun catching up together! oh well. 3 of our boyfriends are in Army, so we had like common topics to talk about. hah. so funny just sitting down talking about our boyfriends and stuff.

its 12:27am now and crystal is still here! lol. rhea left though. she has church tomorrow. SAME HERE! haha. but im so lazy you know. oh well. i've got work tomorrow but its night shift. 8:30pm-12:30am! meaning i cant talk to my baby!! sigh. WORK SUCKS. i seriously hate work, hate army.... yadayada. but life's like that. grr.

crystal looks like she's dozing off. hahah! i keep turning back to my bed once in a while to see if she has fallen asleep! ha. she said she's tired but she doesnt wanna sleep. crazy girl. OHWELL. did i mention she's really blur? SO FUNNY LAH. i can die laughing. but shes so cute too! hahaa and i love her!

OKAY TIME TO GO ENTERTAIN HER. tata.

* PSST: DID I MENTION I CAN SEE BABY THIS SUNDAY? 1ST OCTOBER! yay! i can go into OCS and visit him! will be going with his parents though. so happy. (: i miss him loads. lalala.

2006-09-23T13:51:00.000+08:00

*PSSST: mom just called from aussie. they bought me pretty charms. and they're SHOPPING. grr. they couldnt find my havaianas. ohwell. buy in singapore then. i want to go on a holiday too!

2006-09-22T19:55:00.000+08:00

whoopee. finally! i've got my off day tomorrow! and then its WORK on sunday till friday. thats MADNESS. 6 days in a row. sigh. really drains me out. but, what to do. i was actually offered another job at the airport. 7am-3pm for 1 month. and guess whats the PAY!?

$10 PER HOUR!! *faints.

i'll early $80 A DAY! so for example. if i work 5 day week. its $80 x 5 = $400 per week.
$400 x 4 = $1600 PER MONTH!

but its a pity that i'll be working for remy martin. so i had to turn down the offer. FREAK. its all under the same company who hired me for remy. oh well! everytime i think about it, i wanna cry! $1600 is something NO ONE can turn down. but i dont have a choice right. unless i find a replacement for remy which is kinda impossible. hahaha.

i'm currently HOOKED on these M&M's minis! EVERYDAY after work, i walk to the NTUC at terminal 1 and buy one of these. hahaha. its just addictive. and i pop them into my mouth like im drinking water. and by the time im home, its empty! (: I LOVE EM! i shall start collecting all the colours. lol. i sound like some 10 year old kid.

crystal came by yesterday. well actually, i didnt know what time she'll be coming cos she had to go take her driving license paper. so i left home to pick my sister from school. decided to take a bus with my granny cos she has to go home and cook for the my grandad. as i reached my lobby downstairs, that DUMMY was there! hahaha. good thing i didnt leave a min earlier. or i would have missed her. so we took a bus to MGS. then bus back home. and 3 of us went swimming! we swam only 20 laps this time cos we were busy finding my earring in the pool and busy laughing at this woman swimming! HAHA. it was hilarious.

so she left at 11 plus then had to sleep early cos there was work this morning! GOSH. i know i've been complaining ALOT about work. but just let me whine abit more can? i hate HATE HATE waking up so early in the morning. and who doesnt know i like to sleep late. my regular bedtime is after 2. so how? hai. no choice. sometimes i cant even get to sleep when i'm on my bed at 12. i hope oct 14 comes soon so i dont have to work anymore!!

baby called just now in the late afternoon. around 5:20pm and we talked for 1 and a half hours!! WHY? cos his commanders had a meeting! hahah! WONDERFUL! (: ever since he entered OCS, our talking time never EVER exceeds 1hr. he is THAT busy. and i really hope he crosses over to Air Force, ADA. that's where my brother went to. baby got asked if he wanted to go over. but, chances are very slim cos everyone wants it! you know why? you go there to be an officer too. BUT everyday its 8-5! meaning he can book out everyday! and BEST IS you dont have to go taiwan/brunei! and heard its pretty slack, by my bro. PLEASE let baby go in. :D

long entry again! just received an sms from eileen. :( BAD NEWS FOR ME. oh well. ive got to wait 2 more days. and! ONLINE SHOPPING IS ADDICTIVE! i bought new necklace and charms. whee. we'll update Secret Remedy VERY SOON! do watch out! by the way, we have moved!

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2006-09-20T19:36:00.000+08:00

I've started work! (: at terminal 1, selling Remy Martin. when candice works, we'll be working together cos its under the same DFS store! and chivas is just next to me. but! we cant talk. the people there are really really strict! but the aunties there are quite nice. especially one young one. she keeps warning me about some of the other mean aunties who likes to bully the young promoters. AND RIGHT, my uniform is friggin SHORT. it ends just below my butt. i cant bend for nuts! -_- but, thank goodness i need to wear black stockings. everyone in the airport wears 'em. and right, sales is not too bad. BY THE WAY, i forgot to mention. that every brand, such as chivas, remy martin, jack daniels, absolute, all have only ONE promoter EACH! omg. so means im working alone you know?

worse is, guess what time are my working hours? so far i've worked 3 days. and work starts at 6AM! OMG. omgomgomg. i wake up at 4:20am every morning and cab down to work! GUESS HOW MUCH IS THE CAB FARE? at such an unearthly hour, it's still midnight charge. by the time i reach the airport, the meter shoots up to a bloody $28! wth. BUT, i can claim so its okay. hahaha. then i go change and then go through the police pass, and into the departure hall! its like a freaking daily routine. then i go into the store, punch my card, and start MIXING drinks. yeah you gotta mix the drinks for the customers to try.

then you walk out to your table, and then stand there waiting for customers to walk by. from 6am-7am, there's hardly any customers at my side. mostly coming in to buy cigarettes, and johnnie walker and stuff. they're the more popular sales. then china air stewards and pilots will always 100% walk up to the 'ZHONG HUA' or 'panda' cigarettes. funny.

and, at such an early time of the day, who would want to drink alcohol right!? especially cognac! i mean, its so strong and i dont like it at all. the smell is SO STRONG. i just stand next to the cups and i can smell the alcohol. lol. so my work ends at 10am. right infront of me is this BIG BIG clock thats hanging on the ceiling. every five mins or so, i stare at it, counting down till the time i knock off. you might think, ahh, 4 hours only. HELLO! i nearly doze off standing! its THAT bad!

well, we get to see alot of pretty air stewardess, stars (actors), those IMF people, and alot of ang mohs. but right, there's SO MANY INDIANS TOO! and surprisingly, indians buy ALOT of alcohol. when they come, they dont buy 1 bottle. they buy 4 bottles at 1 shot.

the first day of my job, i only worked 2 hours, buddied with AVRIL. one of the promoters for remy. so i didnt sell any. 2nd day, i sold 4 bags. its this current promotion where you buy 1 bottle for $60.50. two bottles for $118 with a free bag. so 4 bags is equal to 8 bottles! and thats not bad for my first official day at work! 2nd day. which was today, i sold 2 bags and 1 bottle. meaning 5 bottles! (: so happyy. and i cant wait till my off day comes. this is SO TIRING! i cant take it. -_- but somehow i think this job is okay. 4 hours, pay is good, get to claim taxi fares.

everyday i come home from work and plop on my bed. and i dont get up till 6-7 hours later! haha. goodness. im THAT tired. can you imagine, after that taking a train ALL THE WAY home? especially when i stay so bloody far from the airport? tsk.

oh well. 17 more days to see my baby!! SO LONG STILL. sigh. :( i miss him. every night he's SO BUSY we hardly get to talk. and they are really strict about the lights out thing. once lights are out, you HAVE to sleep. or else, they will all be called out for physical. wth! thats madness please. sigh. my poor baby.

and CONGRATULATIONS TO CRYSTAL FOR PASSING HER DRIVING! WOOHOO! im expecting more suppers and late night outings!!!! YOU LUCKY GIRL! ((:

im suddenly craving for POKKA GREEN TEA. so i made my sister go down and buy me one big bottle. hahah! im such a mean sister. :/ and she gave me 2 puffy stickers! so cuteeeee! i sticked them on my ipod and laptop! so cutee! i like!

and i've been doing a lot of online window shopping! THIS IS SO BAD. i even intend to buy 2 items. TSK. but i really want them so i hope the seller gets back to me, FAST. heehee. this is what happens when i DONT GET TO SHOP outside. (eg, town and stuff) this is bad la. i havent been buying clothes or bags! i need new bags! preferably leather ones. and i need dresses! belts! shorts! and JEANS. :/ my levi's dark 593 is giving up on me.. sigh. how could you. hahah most of you girls know i love my dark 593 and i ALWAYS wear it. tho i have other pairs. but its the best fit and i love it. (: oh well. got to learn to let go.... hahaha. whatever.

AND i've got a BIG BIG surprise for my baby when he gets back! (: IM SO EXCITED TO SEE THE LOOK ON HIS FACE WHEN HE SEES IT! heeeeee. im so evil! i should catch it on camera. which i doubt will happen cos everything i take out my camera, that boy immediately pushes it away from me. oh well. WE SHALL SEE! hurhur.

seee my wishlist? its getting LONGER! lol. and whose birthday is coming soon!? OMG im so thick skinned. hahaha. joking lah. i think all those stuffs i wish for, is really overpriced to be received as a gift. but hopefully, ONE DAY, i can get them all! hee. especially the longchamp bag. I LOVE IT! i want it in RED! we'll see. when my pay comes, i dont think i'll be able to shop much also. damn. and that black pair of havaianas trekking slippers, me and baby want to get it together! COUPLE SLIPPERS. i dont care if you HATE couple stuffs. GET LOST THEN. ((:

OKAY what a LONG entry of words. i doubt any will read up till here. but oh well. i suddenly had this sudden urge to just keep typing and typing which is SO UNLIKE ME. maybe last time, but not now.

i shall go indulge myself in ICE-COLD pokka green tea at the LOBBY BAR!
(its a joke between me and baby. if you dont get it, TOO BAD!)

2006-09-18T00:52:00.000+08:00

SO baby's leaving tomorrow. back into army. 3 weeks confinement in OCS (officer cadet school). lets just hope that he's able to take it during those 3 'xiong' weeks. samuel is in there too! goshh. lucky i have crystal again. i miss him so much already! :((

tomorrow is my first day of work at the airport! (: terminal 1! and my parents are leave for down under tomorrow! and we'll be going to the airport together cos their flight is just after i start work!

oh well. saturday, woke up at 9plus, and headed STRAIGHT to baby's house. rang him while i was at his doorstep and that sleepyhead was still in bed!! hahaha. (: so we slacked at home then baby went to meet his friend at westmall while i stayed in his room and play NFS underground 2. then when he came back, he surprised me with my fav mos burger strawberries filled with ice-cream! yummyyy.

then we headed to town! walked around looking for clothes for baby. and then had dinner at fish & co! i loveeee. (: after that, we headed back to my place to slack for a while then he went back home. (:

TODAY! my last day with baby. sigh. :( didnt go church today but my family did. so i woke up at around 11plus. baby smsed me to wake up! hahaha. had to hurry go over so we could spend more time with each other. so i rushed there to see him. (: stayed home and slacked. had late lunch then we got ready to leave to meet his friends at Lot 1 to catch up. sat through and listened to them talk about army stuffs. hahah! as usual. but it was alright. (: then baby sent me home.

I MISS HIM SO MUCH NOW! i only get to see him 3 weeks later! that is CRAZY! its the worse worse worse time ever. the last time it was only 2 weeks. its getting worse! sigh. next time he still needs to go Brunei and Taiwan. how to go through this? goshh!

baby, you must take good care inside there ok? im gonna miss you so badly. 3 weeks.. please pass faster.. :(

2006-09-16T03:19:00.000+08:00

sorry people for the lack of updates. have been really busy with baby cos his block leave is ending in 2 days time! :( well, he's posted to OCS and that means lesser time with me. and this monday he's going in and straight away, 3 weeks confinement. goodness. someone save me! :(

baby just left my place not long ago. and actually, we have been talking quite a bit recently, and i just enjoy it so much. (: in the past, i used to be rather shy and i never dared ask much but, now im just glad that me and baby are able to open up with each other moree. (:

so, 3 day chalet was spent with baby and his army friends. we did not sleep much bcos i had a hard time getting used to the environment and the noise around. mostly played cards, arcade, and watching them play xbox and stuff. bbq-ed too and then it was end of chalet. we didnt get to swim, blade or visit wild wild wet cos everytime im there, its a tuesday. and tuesdays, they are closed. -_- anyway, i enjoyed my 2 night stay with baby. ((:

made a new friend too! (: and thats michelle! baby's friend's gf. she's really nice and really easy to talk to. she was the only girl who stayed over too so i had company! (:

anyway, basically, everyday is spent with the boyfriend. time is SO precious now. its running out. sighh. :( its gonna be a really long time before i get to spend quality time like this with baby again.

went out to town with baby today and we caught John Tucker Must Die! NICE NICE SHOW! (: hahaha. the lead actor is the guy gardener from Desperate Housewives. if i didnt remember wrongly, his name is also John in desperate housewives right? LOL. i cant remember. alright. i need to sleep now. im darn tired. OH by the way, i cleared all my modules this sem. girl, dont worry! you'll make it through. loves.

2006-09-11T00:37:00.000+08:00

(: what a day. woke up at 7:45am! and went to pick BABY up! and we went to church together! wheeee. thanks baby for coming along. hahaha. i hope you didnt find it boring. anyway after church, bro sent us back to baby's house. napped for around 2 hours, and off we went to watch 'Little Man'! that show is hilarious man! i kept laughing. lol. not bad. i give it 4 out of 5 stars.

went grocery shopping after that! sort of. we bought stuffs for tomorrow's chalet. (: enjoy shopping around with baby for such stuff. went back home and we had dinner and then a little teevee, then slacked in his room. (: that silly boy.

anyway i've been enjoying his company so much! (: its so funny cos i enjoy all my time being tickled by him, teased at, doted on, spoilt too! haha. he keeps spoiling me huh. (: the feeling is so good. I LOVE YOU BABY! you're the best boyfriend ever.

i wont be online for the next 3 days! so dont expect any updates from me! i'll be going for a chalet with baby and his army friends! (: well, have one girl to accompany me. lol. we'll see how it goes. i doubt we'll be getting any sleep. but its good cos i get to spend almost 48-60 hours with him! maybe even more! i hope! yay. OKAY im gonna go sleep soon! gotta wake up tmr and pack then out i go!

2006-09-09T23:49:00.000+08:00

i just want to say that i love my boyfriend A LOT and i want him to know that nothing, NOTHING will ever get in between us. nothing will bring us down cos no matter what, in the end, our love for each other is as strong as ever. baby, i just want you to know that whatever i do, whatever mood i'm in, its because i care so much.

I LOVE YOU BABY.
3 more days to our 9th month anniversary. (:

was looking through our photos. and saw this one. haha. so funny. my boy is really cute. i'm so lucky to have him with me.

2006-09-09T00:33:00.000+08:00

OKAY im lazy to blog. so here you go. pictures will do. ((: basically, i've been spending my days with my precious baby. and i'm enjoying every single moment of it. i have to. after this 12 days, its back to those 5am-sms-and-2230-lightsout routine. SIGH. okay. i shall worry about that when the time has come. for now, (: i shall live each day like its my last.

went for jap dinner just now with baby and mom and sis. (: the food there ROCKS. crystal knows. cos its popular to the people stayin in this area. YUMMY!

taken yesterday before the movie! (:

on the day me and crys went to PULAU TEKONG to attend our boyfriend's POP!

okay fine. i shall blog a little about baby's passing out parade day. met crystal and we CABBED DOWN TO PASIR RIS. *faints. because we didnt want to be late. in the end, we were damn early. hahahah. wth. took the bus which baby always takes when he books in/out from army! hahha so exciting. we were like saying "OMG im so excited" to each other NON-STOP! hahah can you imagine? experiencing the same thing your bf goes through? i mean, the travelling part. we even took the FERRY! mega cool! haha. then we alighted and goodness. it looks like a hotel resort!! hahahaa. all my life, i imagine tekong as "some rundown village" kind of layout. LOL. never thought it looked so nice. okay i took loads of pictures of that place, but im damn lazy to edit them. SORRY!

so we were early, therefore we were brought to the auditorium where we watched MR BEAN. omg. boring. hahaha. then finally!! they led us to the erm, parade? and we sat at the VIP section with baby's parents! GOOD VIEW! i was like 2 rows away from the grand stand. so i can see my baby very clearly. LOL. and, its like the first time i've seen SO MANY GUYS ALONE at one go. its like, 8 companies there. 1 company has like max 200 people? so its like 200 x 8 = 1600? hahahah freaky! and the way they stand, its like SO NEAT! and the way there march is so uniformed! goodness. very good training! LOL.

then later we parted when it was time for the family to go down to their sons and put on their jockey cap for them and phototaking if they want. LOL. baby was company best recruit so he was leading the entire NINJA company and standing right in front. im so proud of him! i wanted to shout too actually. like "THATS MY BABY!" but sitting next to his parents, later they think im crazy or smt. LOL. better not. (:

this experience is like SO FUN. and i'm so happy to be able to see my baby there. (: army life is really tough. poor boy. but he has learnt so much! (: even lost like SO MUCH WEIGHT. he's getting skinnier by the day. and i think im gonna be fatter than him if this continues. OMG. lol.

okay. so now i suddenly blogged such a long entry on just baby's POP alone. hahhah. there's just so much to say! and my fingers just started typing and typing non-stop! hahaha. at the start of this entry, i felt DAMN lazy to blog. but thinking that i should do something to my blog or else no one would read. then i reluctantly blogged. and what happened, i started babbling non-stop. okay its time to end now. im dead beat. -_-

2006-09-08T00:59:00.000+08:00

mom finally allowed me to go bangkok with baby, but suddenly plans has been cancelled. )): so unlucky. ohwell.

seeing baby first thing in the morning tomorrow! (: we watched the devil wears prada! love the clothes the girls wear in that show! pretty. all the shoes, coats, dresses, bags! gosh. (: nicee showw. i like. :D baby sent me home just now and then mom drove him home. thanks baby for fetching me.

dad left for US this morning and will be back on monday. then friday, he and mom is going Gold Coast for holiday. and then to Brisbane to visit jie letitia. i wanna go on a holiday toooo!!!! ):

ok. will blog a proper entry with photos the next time. nights all.

2006-09-04T22:53:00.000+08:00

just got home! met crystal at CK TANGS to have lunch with chengyin! then we left for marina square. met dad to get money to buy my goggles! SO NICE! i love it. (: and bought this packet of tissue BOXES. goodness! SO CUTE! i love it.

walked around and took pictures, and then we left for her place. swam 31 laps! SHIOK. felt so DARN good with goggles on. hahhaah. been so long since i could see clearly in the water. did some jewellery at her place and dad suddenly called and came to pick me when i was in her toilet about to bathe!!!! hahaa.

so TOMORROW my baby is POP-ing! ((: YAY. gonna go with crystal! (: see my baby there. hahaah i wonder how that place looks like and i can finally see it tomorrow!! sitting the ferry and all. so fun! hahah. and i'll be seeing crys in like 5 days in a row. friday i went out with her. saturday i met her to collect something. sunday night i met her with dumb. today i met her. tomorrow again! LOL.

anyway IM SO EXCITED! heeeeee. BYEE ALL.

2006-09-04T01:32:00.000+08:00

Baby's gone again! but this time, we're only apart for ONE DAY. (: so we watched Monster House in the end. its not bad, and QUITE scary. LOL. okokok. im a scaredy cat alright! even though it's a cartoon. hahha. freak. i got to overcome this fear of mine. it's killing me. gosh!

sent my baby to pasir ris and met the dummies at holland after that. had supper at TCC and headed home at 12am. TIRED. -_- OHHH we have ONE MORE SALE. came home and saw an email at secret remedy. (:

meeting crystal tomorrow to get my PINK goggles. and then meet chengyin for lunch and then head to crystal's place to SWIM again! we swam on friday. 23 laps only cos my eyes started to hurt.

OKAY. im gonna go sleep soon! IM SO TIRED. i've been waking up before 11am for 4 days in a row already! PLUS TOMORROW, it will be FIVE DAYS. ARHHHGHHGHGHGHG. i need my 10-12 hours of beauty sleep EVERYDAY! !@!@$%%$@!

2006-09-03T02:05:00.000+08:00

An update before i head to bed! (: met baby today! ((: so happy to finally see him! and this tuesday, he is gonna POP! meaning i have TWELVE LONG DAYS with him! yay yay yay! :D im a happy girl again!

anyway, i cut bangs again. HURHUR. i look like the time i cut it in sec 4? or sec 5. i forgot. and look at my kinky boot necklace! i love it. very tempted to get more. and we made 2 new sales. HOHOHO. (: okay. time to go to bed. seeing my baby tomorrow and its gonna be The Devil Wears Prada! finally! been wanting to watch it. OK BYE.

2006-08-31T23:25:00.000+08:00

PEOPLE. secret remedy has been updated! ((: GO and take a look alright? NICER STUFFS UP! cute stuffs too! like pepsi bottles, coke bottles, packets of pastas. LOL. i love em. ((: go now!

met rhea ong at 12pm and collected our chop! its SO COOL. we chop it on our receipts! i love it! ((: we then headed to town to fix my dad's ipod. and headed back to my home! started our jewellery making! (: had KFC for dinner. and she left at 10:30pm! phew! what a day. sneezing non-stop! gosh! the weather is crazy! raining the whole day can. rhea kept sneezing the moment i saw her! and she when she left me, it didnt stop! lol. terrible. now its my turn. :(

AND my baby is his company's best recruit! NINJA's BEST RECRUIT! i'm so proud of him! hahaaha. he sounded so cute when he told me.. whispering on the phone! LOL. cos lights out already and tmr have 24 click. means i wont get to talk to him! but i'll see him on saturday. FINALLY.

rhea loves my animal bag from Harrods. and look at the photo which she took it? as i was yawning, she purposely caught it down! -_-

and have you eaten Kit Kat Cappucino flavor? ITS SO YUMMY! i dont know if singapore has it but rhea bought it from tioman! love it! its so nice!

2006-08-29T21:07:00.000+08:00

woke up early this morning at 7am! cos i had to pass rhea some stuffs before she leaves for tioman which is at 8am this morning! goodness. so went to ngeeannpoly to meet her and off i went grocery shopping with mom. came home, slept and woke up. did 1 bag charm and 1 necklace. look out for it ok? (:

napped again! haha. shucks. i've been sleeping so much! :/ sigh. im so bored. baby! where are you? ..4 more days and i get to see him. sighh. so long! :(( i didnt do much today. im such a lazy bum. i need to go out and buy more supplies. i'm getting bored sitting in front of my boxes not seeing new stuffs. i get excited everytime i buy new supplies! i cant wait to make new stuffs. haha. (: soon. i need to replenish them.

here's the LAST photo you'll see of baby lucas. his family has left for mongolia. FOR TWO YEARS. i cant see him! but right, maybe you'll get to see more of his pictures. cos his mom said she'll email it to me once in a while! yay! (:

2006-08-28T23:59:00.000+08:00

okay its been days since i gave a decent post. hahhaa. sorry. i've been busy. AND ONE thing, i know many of you DONT see me online anymore. like for a long long time. wait. I DID NOT BLOCK YOU. lol. its because i dont like to come on msn anymore. so dont have that thinking that i blocked you or anything. heehee. but right, usually if i have important things to ask someone, i'll come online. but hardly lah.

so, we finally made our first sale! to joy phua my darling! (: JOY TO THE WORLD! lovelove. i'm sending out your package tomorrow by registered mail so it'd be safer. yay!

met rhea today and we had to buy stuffs again. needed to buy packagings, stationery stuffs and supplies. dad's my sponsorer. he's the BEST i tell you. cos im like, broke? so he gives me money. and today he said he'll give me ANY AMOUNT i want as long as i can be successful. and i asked for $70. lol. and he gave it straight away. I LOVE YOU DADDY!

we bought LOADS of stuffs and i found more treasure! WHEEEEEE. later you'll see what i found for my ownself. its in the pictures below. and i bought a vintage sunglasses! cheap cheap cheap! wheeee. i lovee it. love shopping for supplies. gonna put up more stuffs. and you lucky people get to see it. SNEAK PREVIEW. lol.

thats my new vintage sunglasses rhea is wearing!!!

look at my pepsi necklace! hahaha! CUTE OR NOT? look out for more which we'll be selling! (:

anyway my baby is back from outfield! i finally talked to him after 2 days! GOODNESS. and i havent seen him for 8 days! can you believe it. there's still 5 more days till i see him! gosh.

OHH and im going for AOM perf group lesson tomorrow! SO HAPPY! been so long! i havent sang for SO LONG! i miss singing.. :( see u guys tmr! WHEEEE. i'm so happy today!

2006-08-25T23:34:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE. rhea came over today and we worked the WHOLE DAY on new accessories! PLEASE PLEASE go support and spread the word around. thank you.

CLICK HERE!

2006-08-25T01:18:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 11th BIRTHDAY MEIMEI.

2006-08-24T22:55:00.000+08:00

SORRY SORRY SORRY for the lack of updates. ive been busy busy busy. :D okay sorry. i know its irritating repeating like that. heehee. well, there's something NEW coming up, done by rhea and myself. and its gonna be smashing! wait till its up ok? ((: im so happy. ive been busy with it for the past 2 days. and things are looking good. crys and cheng are the first ones to see it. and i've got good reviews. happy!

and i promised an update yes? Lol. actually, i'm REALLY lazy now. but, oh well. here goes. :D

SATURDAY.
baby's out! (: went to pick him from pasir ris. had breakfast and cabbed home! (: and we stayed home all dayy! decided not to go out cos it'll be a waste of time. and since the next weekend, which is THIS COMING weekend, he has his sit test, meaning he wont be out. and MEANING i dont see him for TWO weeks. sigh. pure torture.

we had pizza for dinner and we watched movies. rented them too. (: watched Black Hawk Down. OMG so nice! and people like me dont watch war films. but i like this show! watched Remember The Titans. OMG OMG OMG. very good show! (: very touching. and its based on a true story. people, i suggest that you guys go rent it from a video store. cos YOU wont regret it. (: another similar show, is Road To Glory. just as nice. i watched it before too and it was rented TOO. hahaha. PLS PLS PLS. i advice you. after your exams, go catch it. really meaningful show.

SUNDAY.

went to church and headed to baby's place after that. we watched WATER BOY by adam sandler. and yes, its a nice show too. (: and then i didnt send my baby off this week. sigh. i had a family dinner to attend to. because my bro got his FIRST pay, he decided to treat the family and it was already booked before hand. so i had to go. i mean, i could NOT go, but my bro was treating. oh well. the crabs were YUMMY! we ordered 3 crabs. hahaha. shiok.

HUGE claws!

MONDAY.

went VM&SD for our interview. met crystal. mom drove both of us to chin swee road and even waited for us in the car. hahah so nice lahh. then we went IKEA for lunch! yummy meatballs! then we shopped around for stuffs. got some stuffs for my room to hang things on the wall. like my jewellery, papers and stuff. (:

TUESDAY.
Database paper. -_-

WEDNESDAY.

OOAD (object oriented analysis design) paper. OKAY LAH. LAST PAPER! woohooo! exams OVER! lol. rhea had a paper in the same hall, same time as me. so we met after the paper and went OUT together. treasure hunting! it was SO DARN fun! and we found money can! hahahah. ((: and we had great fun. :D shh its a secret. lol. anyway shes coming over tomorrow. yay.

DARLINGS: all the best to your papers! ((: loves. study hard ok? and after your exams, we'll go out! YAY! and 9 more days till i see my baby. :((( I MISS HIM SO MUCH!!!!

2006-08-22T15:08:00.000+08:00

THANK YOUs. (:

Baby, the one person that really means alot to me. thank you for every single thing. for being the most patient boyfriend, showering me with care and concern and LOVE. i love it whenever i get a lil jealous and angry over something, you keep trying to make me happy. i love how you surprise me and how you can always sense whenever im crying or feeling sad. thank you for adding colors to my dull life. I LOVE YOU.

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Crystal. (: over these few months, you've been such a great companion cos our boyfriends are both away and we experience the same kind of torture every weekday. thanks for being that swimming companion and thanks for always letting me drop by your house even though its just to nap. haha. i love everyone of you darlings from #0247.

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Chengyin. girl, the advices you give sometimes are really of great help and its really nice knowing you'll always be there to listen to all my craps. well, you know whatever problems you're going through, you can always count on the rest of us. our friendship, 6 years and counting. AND, soon, me and crystal can welcome you to the WESTside. loves.

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Elysia. the girl who always runs away. sigh. you're leaving for england so soon! and its like we wont be able to visit you in bangkok during our holidays. and i really dont know when is the time we'll meet again. i remember the days in st margs, you were really quiet and stucked with crys like super glue. im glad now all 6 of us are stuck like super glue. take care in england yea. you'll be on your own. (:

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Candice. blur blur girl who never fails to make us all laugh. (: and you might be the only one left living on the EASTside girl. MIGHT. well. one big entreprenuer in the making! anyway during st margs days, we used to quarrel ALOT. during lunch time and stuff. sorry for being so mean all the time, yelling at you and stuff. you still love me right? haha. and this girl will always nag and nag, but we all know she cares!

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Xinping dearest, please take care of your health ok? its really worrying to know that you're not well. we'll all be praying for you dear. (: and now that you're in SIM, we can see each other often huh! we can go town together and meet the rest, and not take buses alone. (: yay. this girl here is still as cute as the first time i saw her in 2000. (: take care sweetie and thanks for always being such a joy around us. love to hear your giggles. -hugs.

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Agnes. this darling here has been the same darling i had almost 5 years ago. she's alwaysthere for me. (: i really enjoy all my time spent with her. and the time we did naughty stuffs together. she also taught me to put on make up when i was sec2. (: those were the days. now, i know i can always depend on her whenever im feeling down. girl, lets meet up soon. you say after your exams you wanna sleep on my pink bed. always welcome sweetie. (:

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Alicia. though we've only known each other for about 1 and a half years, you've always been my bitching buddy, my other half in school. EVERYONE in ICT knows we're always together. (: we do everything in school together. skip school. eat. watch movie. campus deli-ing. np co-op-ing. galavanting. and squaring. (: i know shes so sick of the chicken rice in can2 but its my fav. lol. thanks girl for always eating it with me altho i know you hate it. and our all time fav, passionfruit red tea. during my rough times, you were always there. remember how you talked to me on the phone and i dozed off? you still stayed by the phone till i woke up. how sweet. all the times we had staying over at your place, rushing through our FSP. gosh. all the laughter and jokes we had. and one important thing, thank you for everything you done. esp about CK. thankyou babe. i know you care so much. (: thanks girl. loves.

AND to everyone i know out there, just want to thank each and everyone of you for making my life beautiful. (: I LOVE YOU ALL.

2006-08-21T19:20:00.000+08:00

HEY PEOPLE! my exams are like tomorrow and wednesday, so i promise i'll update about the previous days on wednesday ok! ((:

okay i cant see my baby for 13 days STRAIGHT. tell me thats crazy. cos its the first time we wont be seeing each other so long! damn those people. grr. anyway i might get a job at the airport. selling Remy Martin, the alcohol. and money's goooddd! cab fares can be claimed by the company. and! its only 3 hours of work per day. shiok.

AND, wish me good luck. cos i havent started studying. BURN MIDNIGHT OIL!

WATCH THIS. my sister's rendition of Kelly Clarkson, Walk away. ENJOY!

2006-08-17T22:29:00.000+08:00

MY VICTORIA'S SECRET BIKINI IS HERE! WHEEE!
now to wait for the 2nd bikini to come!!!! I LOVE IT!

so it was Tourism Academy at sentosa! ((: crystal's school! well, me and chengyin went there for crystal's culinary execution. and it was fun! BUT, students are really nervous when taking orders, cos their lectures/chefs are just sitting at the table NEXT to us. so they kept prompting the students the wrong things they do and stuff. hahaha. omg. if im them, i'll be them stress! well, the service is top grade! they really SMILE and all lahh! hahaha DUH! cos after all this concern their school grades! so they have to do well. ((:

here are some pictures taken there. AND AND AND, her school is a GREAT place to take pictures and GREAT place to attract mosquitoes all over your skin. GOSH. insects EVERYWHERE. i nearly died due to loss of blood. LOL. i had so many bites. even on my face!! -_-

ANYWAY im going crystal's house to swim tomorrow! wheee. swimming LAPS again! yay yay yay. i love swimming laps. and just hung up the phone with my baby. GOSH. i miss him so darn much. 2 more days and i get to see him! time please pass faster!

2006-08-17T02:05:00.000+08:00

okay people.

~~pack room.~~

~~pack wardrobe (maybe!)~~

watch some movies!

make more layouts.

NAP?

I PACKED my wardrobe okay! YES YES YES. all in ONE DAY. why? cos i am going sentosa tourism academy tomorrow with chengyin for crystal's culinary execution. (: YAY YAY YAY. eating in the restaurant eating food cooked by crystal. wheee.

anyway, wanna see my PACKED wardrobe? wheee. i love it. SO NEAT! i tell you, after you see the BEFORE pic, you'll FAINT. you must wondering, "how does she even look for her clothes?" the problem is i dont go looking. i just see and wear. so you see, i keep thinking i lost my clothes. hah. TSK ya right. lost in that pile of clothes. thank God its cleared and i can see all my clothes now.

TOP: jackets >> jeans >> long skirts >> tees that i seldom wear >> cheongsams >> dresses
MIDDLE: denim skirts >> tops all in colour order. yellow, pink, orange, purple, blue, green, brown, grey, black and white.
BOTTOM: shorts + pajamas + bras + tubes

and i counted my clothes.

jeans: 8
short skirts: 11
long skirts: 9
dresses: 6
tubes: 10
tops: 55
jackets: 11
Pjs: 15
shorts: 13
pants: 8
PLUS: clothes in the wash.

hahhaaa. okay im mad. TOO BORED. save me! anyway just now went to Quality hotel for supper buffet. omg. so late still so many people. i'll post pictures tomorrow okay? ((: im lazy. heehee. wah sian. i should go sleep soon. i did too much 'work' today. phew. its hard doing housework.

2006-08-16T20:34:00.000+08:00

I blogged about my to-do-list in the previous entry, remember? OKAY. so i managed to do NUMBER ONE only. hahaha. EH EH EH. it took me three bloody hours okay. 5pm - 8pm. i even walked the dog. hahah! crystal said im so productive. YUP. -nods-

~~pack room.~~
pack wardrobe (maybe!)
watch some movies!
make more layouts.
NAP?

while i was packing, mom came in. "WAH. its been time you packed your room!" heehee. im such a good girl huh. im quite shocked at myself. hahahha. BUT! there's a price to pay for it. :( my beautiful nails i did this morning.. is a little ruined. GOSH. so sad please. alright alright. take a look at my room okay?

NEAT OR NOT? hurhur. i love it. tomorrow it packing wardobe time!!!!! anyway im damn hungry now. so much packing! im going out for supper tonight, cos its my daddy's birthday and he wants to eat supper! OHH and right, got people send birthday cake to our house for our dad. cos my dad bought 2 new cars from them right, then the company send a cake to our house! cos they know its his birthday.

dad just came home and he received a present from MONT BLANC given by his colleague. and some brownie from Conrad. shiok. the brownies look yummyyy! ((: i didnt buy daddy anything. how? belated present i guess. hrm. so unfilial. sorry daddy!

2006-08-16T16:20:00.000+08:00

woah. another entry! heh. (: have i already mentioned im REALLY bored? -_- okay. i want to say it again! i think im the bored-est (i know there isnt such a word, but you get what i mean!) person in this world. remember yesterday i mentioned i might paint flowers on my toes? and YES i did. and then, i repainted my finger nails too! gosh! im THAT bored.

and then i looked around my room and started taking every PINK coloured thing and placed them together and snapped it. HA. gosh. someone save me. i might even pack my whole room later. i might even start packing my wardrobe thats upside down. you dont want to see it. LOL. crystal should know. like a hurricane when through. i need to throw away a lot of clothes too. its TOO cramp.

SO, i might even come back to blog another entry. haha. i'm still deciding what to do later. alright. here's what to do in order:

pack room.
pack wardrobe (maybe!)
watch some movies!
make more layouts.
NAP?

YEP. thats my to-do-list for today. hur. i NEED A LIFE. where's mr baby? i miss him so much. i'm such a boring person now. i can even talk to myself. hahaha. and, now my itunes is playing Deja Vu by Beyonce, and guess what? MY SISTER IS SINGING!?! goodness. she knows how to sing it. okay. anyway, here's jessica simpson's a public affair vid for you people. i like this video! and LOVE this song. (: eva longoria, christina applegate and christina milian! ((: HOT HOT HOT. and remember the TWO china boys? OMG. they did a rendition of this song TOO! FREAK. they are damn good. notice how the guy on the left can do all the background music in the song too. okay, watch the original first then go on to the china boys okay? HAVE FUN!

2006-08-16T00:05:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY & ALVIN & PEIWEN!

i just finished painting my toes nails! (: YUMMY. its dark brown now. shall i paint some flowers on it? maybe tomorrow. im too lazy. heee. i need to go buy more nail polish. i need more colours!! not enough for my 20 finger+toe nails.

and im eating this YUMMY delifrance pastry. i love this. everytime mom goes there, she will buy this WITHOUT FAIL and i love it! people, if you want to get into my good books, buy them for me! hurhur. (: im being naughty. im listening to jessica simpson's a public affair and i love this song! (: her voice makes the song sound so kinky.

and WOW. 2nd entry of the day. amazing. really. haha. cos i havent been blogging so regularly ever since i dont know when. anyway, Tainted Black has 3 premade layouts already! DOUBLE WOW. i did 3 of it today! can you imagine HOW BORED I WAS? tsk. im so free. i've got no school from this week onwards! but i need to study for the two papers i have next week! ohwell. as usual, last minute studying. hahahah! okay i shall go ROT again! tata.

2006-08-15T16:38:00.000+08:00

hey people. you notice on the right hand side of my blog, under navigation, a new link up! yes yes. (: its my site of FREE layouts. well, i've started on my first layout! i'm going to start on the 2nd one. and i got to start thinking of designs. :D SO PEOPLE, SUPPORT ME OKAY. go link me now.

just simply paste this into your blog. thank you very much.
<a href="http://www.taintedblack.blogspot.com"><img src="http://i42.photobucket.com/albums/e327/bett32/taintedblacklink.gif" border="0"></a>

I LOVE YOU ALL. THANKS.

2006-08-15T01:07:00.000+08:00

okay. this is quite unusual of me to blog during a weekday. Because i realised that ever since baby entered army, I haven't really been blogging unless he came back. Well, i guess i'm too bored. watched two hongkong movies today and even made a blog for my layouts. gonna start making free layouts. and i guess i'll only charge customised ones.

went to school today for database PIP and guess what? only me and alicia turned up! hahah! thats quite something. it was more of a private tuition for the two of us but it was good. we did learn something. i guess its due to the last minute stress that has hit us. procrastinators!!

anyway, i've made up my mind that starting from today i will STOP making my baby angry and start quarrels for nothing. i guess army life has really made us think about our whole relationship and the determination of not giving up so easily. i guess crystal knows/understands very well what i mean. we're going through the same kind of thing and i'm so glad there's her i can pour out everything to. we keep each other strong by consoling and giving advices through lessons each learnt with our boyfriends. and i think i never want to give up. i want to make this relationship work and i will put in my very best to make my baby happy no matter what.

I LOVE YOU BABY.

okay. SOMETHING FREAKY. i got bored okay. so, here's a picture for your viewing pleasure, faithful readers. well, i cannot be ashamed of how i looked like before but be thankful for how i look like now. BUT, also thankful to the wonderful creation of MAKEUP. and i have really grown throughout these years.

NINE different people?

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&& now. something EVERYONE hates doing.
TAGGED: alicia, chengyin, rhea, yvonne(s), agnes.

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1. What is your boyfriend/girlfriends' full name?
Toh Chuan Kai

2. What color of shirt are you wearing now?
Dark Pink

3. What are you listening to right now?
The tv playing outside.

4. Whats your favorite number?
32

5. What was the last thing you ate?
Delifrance and it sucked. -_-

6. When was the last time you smiled?
When my baby called me just now.

7. How is the weather right now?
Cool and breezy.

8. Who was the last person you called on the phone?
Mom.

9. What is your worst habit?
Never punctual and probably picking my face.

11. Do you drink?
Yes.

12. Do you smoke?
No.

13. When was the last time,if ever,blackened from drinking?
Err, dont remember that happening.

14. Hair Color?
Brown + black

15. Eye Color?
Dark brown.

16. Do you wear contacts?
Yes.

17. Favorite Holiday?
All holidays.

18. Favorite Month?
December.

19. Have you ever cried for no reason?
Yes

20. What was the last movie you watched?
In the cinema: Click
On my lappy: Some hongkong show

21. Favorite Day of the Year?
Everyday thats spent with baby.

22. Are you too shy to ask someone out?
Maybe. Depends on who.

23. Last advice you received?
..dont remember.

24. What was the highlight of your weekend?
Meeting up with baby as usual. my fav.

25. Chocolate or Vanilla?
Depends. Vanilla for for ice-cream.

26. What is the last text message you received?
Baby's.

27. What is the last text message you sent?
Baby's.

28. Who was the last person to call you?
BABY!

29. What books are you reading?
None.

30. When was the last time you slept in someone else's bed?
Yesterday? Baby's bed.

31) Favorite mistake?
-_-

32) Favorite spice for cooking?
Hmmmmm

33) What were you doing before this?
Watching the hongkong movie.

34. Any pets?
Sydney, my siberian husky.

36. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?
none. i prefer SUGAR.

37. Dogs or cats?
Dogs.

38. Favorite flowers?
Sunflowers and black roses.

39. When was the last time you got into trouble?
woah.

41. Have you ever loved someone?
DUH.

42. Who would you like to see right now?
MR BABY!

43. Are you still friends with people from kindergarten?
Erm, rachel counted? we were in the same kindergarten but not same class! oh! dorothy too!

44. Have you ever fired a gun?
Water gun considered?

45. Do you like to travel by plane?
Yes.

46. What website do you frequently visit?
Friendster, friend's blogs..

47. If you could be with someone right now,who would it be?
Hmm. God.

48. How many pillows do you sleep with?
2 normal sized pillows + 1 pink pillow kor gave me

49. Are you missing someone?
Of cos. my baby..

50. Do you have a Tattoo?
NO! but i want one. :(

2006-08-13T23:40:00.000+08:00

baby's gone again! :( well, yesterday, me and my family stayed over Pan pacific hotel to celebrate daddy's birthday and also to watch the fireworks in the comfort of our hotel room. baby booked out at 7:45pm so he rushed back home but couldnt watch the fireworks together. he was stuck in a jam in his friend's dad's car. and guess what? next to marina square. so we sorta watched the fireworks 'together' cos we were on the phone. hahaha.

met him at the hotel. he came up, and we cut dad's cake and then left. baby then went mos with his bunkmates while i went back to the hotel. then we had a little tiff. but things turned out fine and i just wanna say a huge sorry to my baby. (: i hope you love the cookies! my family did!

went to his place once i woke up. cabbed down from the hotel when everyone was still sleeeping. spend the whole day at baby's place. (: had dinner there and then me and his dad sent him off. dropped off and this baby suddenly came with a paper bag. and inside is Sins chocolates! GOODNESS! baby! making me FAT. and spending this kinda money. gosh. so expensive! like baby said. singapore's 2nd most expensive chocolates after Godiva. ((: I LOVE MY BABY!

2006-08-12T00:50:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 8TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY SWEETIE!

2006-08-11T21:34:00.000+08:00

OMG. today i had TONS of fun. heeheee. right crystal? im sure chengyin and xinping knows why! (: we're two silly dummies.

crys came over at 11plus. we went plaza and did loads of grocery + food shopping! then we came home and went to swim. guess how many laps this time?

a whoppin 40 laps! WHEEE. shiok pls. (: we're doing this more often. need to get rid of the fatty FATS. :D

so came back and we started BAKING COOKIES! its for my boy for our anniversary tomorrow! ((: yep! so decided to bake cookies for him! my first attempt! yayy!

after that, crystal went to NAP. hahh! and i went to talk to my baby. after that, we did the craziest thing. we started webcamming, and then! we took out my digital camera, and started videoing us dancing and lip-syncing to SUPERSTAR JAMELIA! OMG. its hilarious! hahahahah! we were like fools jumping on the bed! its so funny! we were like the TWO CHINA GUYS who lip syncs. HAHA. here's a print screen of us.

the video is TOO big to be uploaded. haha. sorry!

we had so much fun lah! and the video turned out really nice! but its TOO big to be uploaded. im sorry! hahahah! anyway, im seeing baby tomorrow. it is our EIGHTH MONTH ANNIVERSARY! whee. so long! so happy! ((: okay im off to video editing!

2006-08-09T21:30:00.000+08:00

OKOKOKOKAY! here comes a proper update! SORRY. the past week i wasnt really in the mood to blog. and so here i am today. with lots of photos! ((:

so the 7 torturous days are finally over! yep! (: i got through it. crys dear too. and the past week, i've been over at her place 3 days in a row! haha. wednesday after the EBF paper which is around 10am plus, went to her place after school. she was still sleeping! lol. we went clementi and threaded our brows! and then to chinatown, bugis and town! pheww.

she was wearing a CROWN so, i stuck my little pinky in and drew a girl's face. DUMB i know. hahaha! ((:

met chengyin, xinping and niven in town. we had PEPPER LUNCH for dinner! haha. notice something? (: anyway candice couldnt make it cos it was her mom's birthday! nevermind girl. we'll meet again soon!

THURSDAY. met my group mates for spanish project. crystal came along. ((: she sat in the school's library with me! hahah. ((: thanks girl. we walked to her place and swam! THIRTY LAPS! woo! shiok. we plan to swim every week. actually 30 laps aint alot. we could actually carry on. probably swimming again this friday with her. aim = 40 laps!

her mom bought durians! YUMMY. and we were watching Singapore idol, and that girl started SNAPPING! hahah! gosh. look what was she doing behind my back! and i didnt even realised. Lol.

left her place after the 9pm show. (: dad picked me! and we're okay already! we're on talking terms! WHEEEEEE.

then the next day, i went to disturb her. hahah! she was napping when i called and asked if i could come over for a while. cos i was going to head back to school for NP idol. and i had 2 hours free. so went to her place and NAP. hee.

and TIFFANY WON THE ENGLISH NP IDOL! ((: congrats tiff! AOM is so proud of you. as for Char, you got 2nd runner up. (: we all know you and matt both did well. dont give up! continue to pursue your dreams ok guys? -group hug-

so baby came back on monday night! he scared me. hahah! that naughty boy. you see, he's suppose to be booking out on Tuesday afternoon around 4pm. so monday night, i received a call from him at 8pm. i thought he was having free time.

me: baby! having free time?
him: yep! ((: anyway, tomorrow you dont have to pick me.
me: WHY!?!
him: because someone is picking me.
me: WHO?
him: someone close to me.
me: close to you? WHO!!!!
him: my parents lah..
me: oh! how come?
him: actually im already on the ferry.

STUNNED.

goodness. hahaha. cos he was having a medical checkup the next morning at the hospital. his mom called the army and informed them. so he himself didnt know. it was a last minute thing. (: and i got to see him earlier!

accompanied him to the hospital early in the morning! (: everything is OKAY. so, we headed to town, had dinner at Chicago's Steakhouse at Cine.

we caught CLICK. and gosh, that show is FUNNY + SUPER SAD. yes. SAD. i cried like shit. hahah. watch it! really touching. ((: after the show, we headed back to my home! mom cooked dinner. ((: its been a LONG time since baby came over to my place. been going to his all this while. after dinner, we caught Band of Brothers on my bed. and baby got tired so he headed home.

UNGLAM pic of me. -_- and our all time fave!

TODAY! woke up bright and early and reached baby's house at 10:30am cos he requested. :D spent my whole day there with him. his mom made Milk tea for us! and the teapot set is SUPER CUTE! hahah! i love it! so small cups.

we had PIZZA for lunch! and his mom cooked dinner. ((: and then, his dad sent both of us to pasir ris and sent me home. (: whee. i miss my baby! will be seeing him this saturday on our 8th month anniversary! yay! its been TWO months since we celebrated together! loves.

ANYWAY, happy birthday Singapore!!

2006-08-07T23:13:00.000+08:00

MY BABY IS BACK!

(:

2006-08-01T22:51:00.000+08:00

so today school was more like CS day. :/ but went for classes! and printed out my EBF notes for tomorrow's open book test. meaning tomorrow school will end at 12 o clock! yay! anyway, today me and alicia decided to walk to SIM for lunch since we havent went there alone before. ate and ate alot! pasta, pizza and fruits. haha. the pasta is SO MUCH better compared to canteen 2's one. (:

anyway, my mom's NEW BEETLE is here! (: and my dad's NEW CAMRY is here too! both brand new cars and damn shiok. for my mom's one, still the same cos she was driving a silver beetle before this one but its the older model. dad's car is so big on the inside. both cars have the same car plate number! my mom went to bid for it. and both are black color! very shiny and nice. dad's windows are tinted makes it look nicer! ((:

I need to faster get my license so i get to drive mom's car out FOR SHOPPING AND PROB TO SCHOOL! and i can pick my baby everytime he books out! YAY! haha. wait till i get my lazy bum to the driving school then say first lah hor.

anyway, counting down to FIVE MORE DAYS till i hear/see my baby. sigh. the feeling is really VERY terrible. i cannot take it. i had a dream last night that he came back. and i was DAMN happy. but i woke up realising it was just a dream. sigh. damn depressing. can u imagine. only 2 out of 7 days has passed. so freaking slow. i hate this.

so tomorrow i'll be going to thread my brows with crystal after school! and we'll be going out! then meet the girls when they are all done with school! yay! happy happy. time will pass by faster this way.

2006-07-31T14:34:00.000+08:00

why do i feel so terrible? why cant the tears stop flowing? sigh. its just 7 days. i gotta bear with it. but i cant help myself from feeling this way.

he called me this morning. 5:09am. two times. i missed them both. he messaged at 5:10am. i woke up. 5:13am. i called him back... but his phone was already turned off. just FOUR minutes. just 4. and i was already too late. that was the last time i could hear his voice before i see him 7 days day later. sigh. feeling so angry with myself now. if only i could hear the ringtone. :( i couldnt even say a few words to him before he left.

baby i miss you.. :(

2006-07-30T23:29:00.000+08:00

SIGH. the boyfriend has gone for his field camp. that means NO CONTACT for 7 whole days. good luck to me and crystal. its depression week. i hate this. totally suck and you cant do anything about it. sigh. really very terrible to go through this. totally no contact. goodness. i feel like jumping out of my window. haa. thats mad. sighhhh.

crys darling, we'll go through this together. 7 days. hopefully it'll pass by fast. and then it means that bmt days are ending soon! which also means 12 days of freedom, together! perservere! :D

by the way, starting from now onwards, custom made layouts done by me WOULD COST YOU! hahaha. okay la. its cheap. only $5 per layout. i've been doing many many layouts for people and ALL FOC cos im nice. but anyway $5 is very cheap lah. you people are RICH OKAY! hahah. $5 is nothing lah huh! come on. support me! heehee. come and buy layouts from me!

2006-07-30T00:35:00.000+08:00

I just got home! from where? the ARCADE! wheeee. :D im so so so happy! ((:

okay firstly, went to pick baby from pasir ris at 11am and we had Macs! ((: then cabbed home, and baby tried to nap, but failed. so we slacked a little, ate a little and headed out! went to funan to meet his bunkmates + gfs and had japanese dinner at a restaurant there. :] after dinner, me, baby and his friend drove to PS! went to arcade! AND GUESS WHATTTTT?

MY BABY WON SOFT TOYS AND SWEETTS FOR ME! :D
there's this machine and EVERYONE was playing it trying to win. and this china couple, won like 4 soft toys and 2 BAGS OF SWEETS. hahah.

LOOK at the amount of sweets i have now! hhaaha. and i have a soft toy to hug to sleep. ((: AND, the best thing is, WHO won it for me. (: my baby. okay, you might think its damn easy and cheap. BUT HELL NO. guess how much we spent to win those.

THIRTY FIVE BUCKS. $35!

madness! hahaha. but it was the fun we had. I LOVE MY BABY! ((:

2006-07-27T15:36:00.000+08:00

okay i've been a very naughty girl, not going school. -.- i hate school lahh. i can try to study on my own better. 2 more days and my baby's back! this week seems to pass faster than the rest! wheeee. soo happyy.

my sister has been web-camming with her friends on MSN so i went to disturb her. hahaha. here's a picture of us. her classmate say we look alike. what do you think?

anyway, crystal darling came up with an idea of a GROUP blog! we used to have one LONG LONG time ago. click HERE to see it. hahaha. all of us didnt continue blogging after a few entries. (: so our new blog, hrmm. i hope all of you girls will go blog in it ok? go accept my blogger invite in your emails girl. its a group blog. yay. i love you all.

2006-07-25T13:38:00.000+08:00

edited ** more photos!

my baby left this morning! :( but the past 3 days was wonderfully spent with him.

SATURDAY!
stayed over crystal's house in the end! woke up at 7:15am, the girls carried on sleeping. got up, showered, had breakfast, and left her place. took a bus home, got my stuffs, changed and headed to pasir ris. -.- gosh. can you imagine how tired i was? hah. but i was going to pick my baby, so nothing mattered. reached at 10:10am. bought macs breakfast for him, and waited at the bus stop where his bus will alight him. (:

we cabbed back to his place, napped for 2 hours. and we were suppose to go sentosa to meet rhea and his friends but they were about to leave by the time we got up. so we met all of them at lot 1 where we just sat and chat. (: catching up with rhea is always good. she's SO FUNNY pls. hahah. laughed my ass off talking to her.

she took all those photos. hah. that girl. we waited for jocelyn and baby carried on catching up with his friends. then me, baby, rhea and joc cabbed to crystal's place. (: lets see. baby, me, crystal, chengyin, xinping, candice, elysia, niven, rhea, jocelyn, claire, sam see, samuel and friends, crystal's HTM friends were all there. SO MUCH FOOD LEFTOVER. hahahah. all in crystal's fridge now. -.-

here are SOME of the pictures. chengyin has yet to send them to me. SO will post them up once i got them. ((:

stayed at crystal's place till almost everyone left, then me and baby cabbed home. ((:

SUNDAY.
went to church and after church, had a huge huge quarrel with my parents. :( things are still not ok. so cabbed to baby's house, and thank goodness he was there with me.. he's the best comforter. sigh. baby, thanks for everything. i love you and i know you love me too. muahh.

we went to video ezy and borrowed 3 vcds. watched them at his place. (: had dinner there too. and then me, baby, his parents and bro went to IMM to get baby's GNC stuffs. :D bought bubble tea and we headed back home. left his place at 1am plus.

MONDAY.
went school for math and EBF. baby came school to pick me!! ((: he's on MC again. haha. so, we headed to jurong point! (: had lunch, walked around and we headed back. took 174 and he told me to change bus at his place to go home. so after we alighted at his place, he sat at the bus stop and my bus came. returned him his stuffs in my bag.. wallet.. ipod.. then asked him for coins. then he didnt have any. so i said take the next bus.. was feeling so moody.

then he said "no lah! you really think you're going home?"

hahaha. idiotttt. he was tricking me. then we went back to his home. watched shows again and i napped. baby went to jog, woke up, we had dinner and i had to leave already cos he needed to sleep early. he left this morning at 7:30am. :(

and elysia left. :( sighh. it feels like she was here for only 3 days. ELYSIA, take good care in england ok? visit us whenever you can! ((: love youu!

and SKIPPED SCHOOL TODAY. hah. OHH AND my victoria's secret package is here. the first package. ((: wheee.

anyway, some depressing news. i might stop singing for good. :( i know its a sad sad thing and a very hard decision to make. my parents dont want to pay for my fees anymore bcos of the quarrel we had. and singing is like what i love doing, so its really depressing just thinking about it. have been in this music road since i was like sec 2? and i stopped after my Os and started again last year. baby said he'll bring me to kbox every week to let me sing and i know he's really trying his best to make me happy. thank you baby.

2006-07-21T22:19:00.000+08:00

am at crystal's house now. we just came back from dinner. had ba chor mee! then we walked to 7-11 and me and cheng bought COW ice-cream! haha. damn cute and damn nice! yummy.

so cute right? hahah and I LOVE COWS so i had to buy it! ((: yummyyummy.

my baby is coming out tomorrow! wheee! im picking him up at 10:30am! and we'll be going to Sentosa with RHEA and then we'll be coming back to crystal's house for BBQ cum POT LUCK! FUN FUN FUN. all st margs girls!

alright. going to go swim NOW! lala. i love my girls. i love my boy TOO!

2006-07-20T21:17:00.000+08:00

hows the new layout people? i kinda like the overall look but i hate hate hate hate the font. its too small for the eyes to see. but, im too lazy to change it. just got to live with it.

i think that this layout looks kinda messy. dont you think?
maybe im too used to having the background behind where it seperates the content from the side bar.

so, i've done up the wishlist as for the links, im too too lazy. maybe tomorrow.
im feeling lazy.

and i got 9.5/10 for my computing maths ite. yay. i know this is so random. but im shocked.
first time in 2 semesters. lim kin hock even wrote a 'V. GD' at the side.
wheee. i feel smart all of a sudden. hah. this is so dumb.

anyway i skipped ooad two times this week = whole week.
good luck to me. and alicia.

ohh speaking of her. happy 2nd month alicia & qi wei. :D

so after school, had a little meet up with jacintha dear. we've actually been trying to meet up for bubble tea sessions ever since she entered ngeeannpoly. but our timetables clash on every single day. except for THURSDAY! walked all the way to block 81 which is next to sim and i nearly got lost in school.

heard all her MISSY stories. goodness. super entertaining. and especially if its coming from her. hah. everything she tells me is entertaining. :D can you imagine, she has to bathe the patients too? like even the male patients? and like wash every part of their body for them?

goodness. thats why being a nurse aint easy. she even told me a senile auntie threw a slipper at her. and the auntie was being strapped to the bed. strapped i tell you. cos she does crazy stuffs like walk up to the roof wanting to jump down, walk to the construction site which is going on next door. hahah. funny things happen.

anyway, i miss my baby like crazy. no one, NO ONE, except for crys and rhea and girlfriends whose boyfriends are in army, will understand how we feel. its like we're MILES apart and you dont get to hear him, see him, touch him whenever you want. :( i hate the army..

2006-07-19T23:35:00.000+08:00

yesterday was candice's birthday! (: enjoyed myself LOADS with the girls. catching up and all. :D after school, headed to cy's house and met elysia there. headed down to town and ran some errands. (: had a little drink before heading to my singing school.

elysia, xinping and crystal visited AOM. (: sat in my class for a while. after that, we headed to wheelocks to meet chengyin and candice, the birthday girl! hah. it was fun and her cake was YUMMYY! (:

CRAZY GIRL. hahha. so cute. (:

GROUP PHOTO! ((:

after dinner, we all had a hard time deciding on where to go! LOL. we then decided to go Pho Chine, the one next to indochine at wisma. had a drink there and all of us sat down, enjoying the live music playing and catching up on stuffs. (: i love girl talks with them.

will be seeing the girls again on friday for clubbing, then we'll all be staying over crystal's house, and the next morning, me and crys are gonna head to pasir ris to pick up our bfs while the girls sleep in, and then me and baby will be going sentosa, and then head back to crystal's place for the partayeeeee. :D

2006-07-17T21:39:00.000+08:00

EDITED ** (more photos!)

ELYSIA IS BACK! ((:

so updates. sorry i havent been blogging on a regular basis because everyday is such a boring day. only on the weekends i find entertainment. :/ yes as i have already mentioned, elysia is back from bangkok. she'll be leaving on the 25th of july if im not wrong. yep.

on friday after school, i met xinping and we headed down to town together. waited for crystal and elysia at orchard. it was so nice to see her again! (: so we walked around and i headed for singing. chengyin was out with eugene. hah so cute pls. then met the girls at chinatown after class. they were having dinner. we headed back to town to meet chengyin. walked to find a cafe. TCC was it. and then, we bumped into ZEST! (excluding sam) damn. she left before we bumped into them. what a pity. CHERYL, SASCHA, WANCHEE and JOSEPHINE! (: so it was a mini st margs gathering! ((: wheeee!

#0247 darlings REUNITE! (:

presenting, the DUMMIES!

LOVE THEM GIRLS.

it was HELLUVA fun over at TCC. we were a bunch of noisy people. 10 of us + 1 guy NIVEN. haha. the extra boy. we were SO SO noisy! hah. it was so so fun catching laughing and laughing. gosh. we sat there almost close to 3 hours? all left at 12plus . yep. (:

so, baby came back on saturday! met crystal darling at clementi and we headed to pasir ris together! (: its so much better then going alone. the journey felt shorter and faster. :D our boys came out and 4 of us had macs breakfast together. :D then they left and me and baby cabbed with his friends. back to his home and both of us napped. went to PS and caught The Fastest Indian. GOSH. that show is freaking nice! GO AND CATCH IT! ((: may seem boring to you, but NO WAY. its damn funny! haha. i like! (:

we ate carls junior! (: and if you're going out a date with a girl/guy you like for the first time, DO NOT, i repeat, DO NOT EAT CARL'S JUNIOR. its a very messy meal. HA.

we headed back to his home, slacked a little, and home at 2am. :D

SUNDAY. was too tired. missed church. woke up, got ready and met baby at beauty world. he went to get his watch. (: we headed down to town and was supposed to meet his friend but somehow we didnt in the end. wanted to do some shopping but baby didnt see anything nice. so we headed back to his home and caught The Fast & Furious Tokyo Drift. :D napped a short while and headed back home at 12am.

TODAY! skipped DB and ended school at 12am! BABY CAME SCHOOL TO PICK ME!!!! (((: im a happy girl. haha. we headed to westmall and caught Pirates of the Carribean! ohmyy! funny show. hahha. i like too! (: we smuggled KFC into the cinema! hahah funny man. i got the bandito pocket and guess where baby hid it?

IN HIS POCKET!

hahahaha. so cute. (: after the show, we did a little FOOD FEST shopping and headed back to his house to eat, AGAIN. LOL. we caught a movie on his comp. forgot what its called. "A GUY THING"? something like that. quite a funny but predictable show. (: then baby got ready, we had dinner and then we cabbed down to the ferry terminal. and i cabbed back. total cab fare to and fro = nearly $50. goodness gracious me.

i miss my baby so much!

2006-07-13T21:36:00.000+08:00

the past two days were busy busy busy days for me. was planning a surprise for my baby! made a tshirt for him. (: so had to travel to 2 different places to check out the printing shops.

i really really really hope he likes it though the guy looks a little cranky. hahaha. so will be giving him this tshirt and a trucker cap with jewel studs written "CK" done by my darling Chengyin. :D thanks girl. ((:

My baby.
The World's No.1 Boyfriend!

2006-07-13T21:24:00.000+08:00

i really really really dont understand what is WRONG with some guys.

guy 1: i like you. lets be together.
girl: okay!
guy 1: but i think i need to know you better. lets think about it again.

WTF?

or scenario 2.

guy 2: i like you. but i dont want to be in a r/s. i think im not ready for a long term commitment.
but guy 2 carry on asking girl out. leading her on saying he likes her. but nothing changes.

tell me this is RUBBISH? FREAK. i seriously DO NOT understand what these guys are thinking. if you think that this is SO FUN, go ~~fucking~~ bang your head against the nearest wall okay. this is bullshit. im so sick and tired of hearing stuffs like this. i seriously need to stab some people. if you cannot give commitment, dont ~~fucking~~ tell the girl you like her and stuffs like that. if you freaking like her, what is commitment? what do you exactly like her? her face? her body? the fact that you can even go near a girl without having to be her boyfriend?

please. i just hate the idea that guys think that this is some kind of joke, some kind of game that they can play. IT IS NOT A PASTIME. so stop your lame ass thinking and be matured.

its just so fucking disappointing to here about this from my girlfriends. it really sucks to see them get hurt like this. i know how it feels and it isnt good.

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darling, (i dont want to put names. but girl, you know who you are.)
its really tragic to hear such things. and i know you've gone through so much. you dont deserve such treatment from anyone. sigh. im so gonna kill that bastard when i see him at work. basket. but anyway, if things work out, please dont let him take advantage of you. you've seen how fickle, how indecisive he can be. so, dont fall too further deep anymore k? i know you're strong. you have me here for you. (: thanks for calling this morning and letting me know. i wanna be there for you. anything you can call me yea? here for u 24/7.

love you babe. -hugs-

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2006-07-12T19:52:00.000+08:00

Pictures from yesterday and today.

sigh sigh sigh. i miss my babyy. :(

2006-07-12T00:07:00.000+08:00

happy 7 wonderful months to us! ((:
i love you babyy.

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2006-07-11T13:12:00.000+08:00

my baby called me! ((: so happy to hear his voice other than at night when he usually calls me. (:

ANYWAY PEOPLE. remember i blogged about my vs purchases? they emailed saying the card had some problem. so i went to reorder it using another card. AND SUDDENLY, BOTH ORDERS ARE COMING ON AUG 3RD AND 4TH. BOTH THE SAME ITEMS. GOSH.

so. anyone interested in buying? PLEASEEEEE. if not, we're spending like extra $400 for nothing! GOSH. please help me ask around. will post the pictures of the items up! PLEASE HELP K!? thanks.

2006-07-10T16:56:00.000+08:00

2nd entry of the day.
yes im bored. :( school ended at 3:30pm today when its suppose to end at 5. cabbed home! OH! and my blog has officially been PIMPED. :D thanks to ivy my ebf classmate. haha. ((: its looking good now. it has the MAC interface. looking pro. hahahah. whatever.

im hungry hungry hungry. and im craving for my tapioca chips which ran out from the vending machine. damn. they still had it this morning. grr.

i miss my baby. i miss the times we had.
i miss seeing him everday. i miss his constant teasings.
i miss him calling me fat. i miss him shaking my arms so my fats can jiggle. (HAHA!)
i miss him banging me into the wall. i miss him pretending to get angry.
i miss him pulling my arm while we're walking so i shake left & right like one fool.
i miss him doing the rain dance for me. i miss him pretending to act fierce.
i miss it when he walks away so fast that i dont know he disappeared.
i miss him saying i love you.
:(( baby i miss you! hurry come back plsss.

2006-07-10T13:46:00.000+08:00

school is a TOTAL DRAG i tell you. woke up at 8:15am when class starts at 9am. gosh. was so lazy to get up but since i missed maths twice last week, meaning the WHOLE of last week since there's only 2 maths a week. got my lazy bum up and reached school at 9:30am. -_-

ripped from alicia's blog

am in the library now with alicia drinking our bubble tea! something we cannot miss having in school. passionfruit red tea with jelly for me and pearls for her. ((: our all-time favourite! :D WHEEE.

and someone played a prank on this poor chap. hahah! some person took his photo and set it as the computer desktop in the library. NOT ONE computer but TWO! hahahahah! shiit. so funny. that poor guy. LOL. must have did something bad to someone. OR..

maybe he just loves himself too much and did it himself.

xinping is just NEXT DOOR. haha. she's starting school in 15 mins. and that poor girl is so nervous. i can have constant meet-ups with her now since we're just studying next to each other! ((:

GRRRR. database lesson later. GOSH. i hate DB lessons cos WILLIAM is SO boring. UGH! and there's still DB assignment yet to get started. :/ I MISS those days where we CS all day in class!!! where are they!?

and i miss my baby, loads loads LOADS. :(( sob.

2006-07-09T20:15:00.000+08:00

OKAY so the boyfriend of mine has left once again. :( the past 2 days went by so fast.

yesterday, 08 july
suppose to pick baby up at pasir ris at 9:45am! but, i was late so i reached at around 10:15am. went to macs to find him. had breakfast and off we cabbed with his bunk mate home. went out to town, walked around, went to the food fest and bought lots of yummy food!

then we decided to rent a movie! cabbed down to video ezy and rented the show Stuck On You. veryy touching show. ((: stayed at baby's place till 4am! gosh. hah. we were too tired. slept and didnt realise it was so late. AND, my baby is hilarious man! hahaa. while sleeping, he suddenly got up and talked funny stuffs to me. like ARMY stuffs. GOSH. and i kept asking if he was dreaming but he kept insisting he's awake. and he keep looking for something and was so frustrated. haha! then when he was finally fully awake, i asked him. and he didnt have a clue it even happened.

and i re-enacted it for him! HAHA. we both rolled on the bed laughing. hahah. goshh. how silly can that boy get? LOL. ((:

today, 09 july
went church! then had lunch with my family and dad dropped me at baby's place. we did a little grocery shopping cos he needed to buy some snacks for camp. (: went back to his place, his mom is SO SWEET LAH. cos he's sick, she keep juicing orange juice for us to drink, knocking on the door a few times coming in with food.. hah. pampered boy. watched silent hill on his comp and halfway, i gave up. change show pls. hahaa. had dinner at his house and then his dad fetched both of us to pasir ris. and i cabbed home. ((:

he's the SWEETEST guy anyone can ever get. (: he told me he wants to make my life beautiful. HAH. gosh. its really quite amazing how much our relationship has grown over this 6 months plus going 7! yea. 3 more days till our 7th month anniversary. (: time really flies when you're so crazily in love.

ANYWAY, tonight. world cup finals. my family is gonna stay up TOGETHER! and daddy will be getting supper while i get snacks. SO, shall nap first. TATA.

2006-07-07T23:32:00.000+08:00

SO.. yesterday was spent a night over at the Sentosa Resort (Beaufort Hotel). dad had a seminar there so the company booked many rooms. so me and my sis had one room while my parents had another room. but it was a joint one. went there at around 5plus? and then we had tea, and headed up to the hotel rooms. changed into our swimwear and me and my sis headed down to the pool for a swim! while mom sat by the pool reading a magazine. wanted to meet crys since she's studying in sentosa, Tourism academy, but she had to leave for home. what a wastee. oh well.

then we had a wonderful dinner! i had bbq baby pork ribs and mom had salmon steak. sis just ate here and there. dad was sitting at another big table with his colleagues. after dinner, headed up for a bathe. mom prepared the water in our tub and IN went me and my sister. hah. damn shiok. mom took pics for us but i shall not post it up here! lol.

after that we slacked abit, i talked to my baby on the phone and we all headed to sleep. woke up, had breakfast, and by that time, my sister had gone to school. my parents fetched her and came back. so i watched tv, bathed and got ready for school at 1. (:

AND MY BABY IS COMING HOME TOMORROW!!!! going to go pasir ris at 9:45am to wait for him! yay! i shall go sleep early! NIGHTS ALL.

2006-07-05T23:03:00.000+08:00

late for school AGAIN as usual. nothing new. both of us can never once be early for OOAD. haha. did my use case description and then both of us headed for lunch.

and then had our usual bubble tea, SQUARED and i headed up for EBF. got my CT back and i got a big FAT ugly D. :/ and a C+ for assignment 1. wth huh. i got this feeling assignment 2 is gonna be worse cos i wrote 6 pages for assignment 1 but only 2 pages for assignment 2. hah. damn. was rushing through it. oh well.

my EBF classmates, xiangxiang, eunice, liyun and ivy, are HARDCORE gamers. haha. so all the games from my comp are from ivy. she's the games distributor. was playing Cakemania the whole day! even when i got home. and i've completed the whole game. used to play the trial version but this girl went to get all the cracks so, i can play the whole game.

its superr fun lah. but im done with it. shall move on to another game. ha.

anyway, there is SO MANY assignments to do! OOAD only finished one SMALL part. there's still DATABASE which we havent even started. EBF is done. goshhh. still got to study for my spanish test on friday! ohmyyy. :/ ohh spanish class is FUN. haha. but i can only say things like, hello, how are you, my name is bettina, what is your name?, thank you, good morning/afternoon/evening/night.. yah. thats about it. but its really interesting to learn a different language. (:

just spoke to that boy of mine. heard lots of scary and eerie stuffs. hah. shan't say it. it'll freak you guys out. and he's still SICK. gosh. he didnt even declare sick. he has become SO SKINNY but superr muscular now. hah. all the tough trainings. poor boy. lost so much weight.

OH. my mom bought UZAP. hahahah! last time me and baby used to tease each other that we should buy uzap for each other. (meaning we're fat) so i always tell baby i'd buy it for him. Lol. and today i told him mom bought it. ha. so funny lah. i can use it to tone my stomach. LOL. like it will help. :/

SCHOOL 9-4 tomorrow. goodness. OOAD and CM. myyymy.

2006-07-04T23:02:00.000+08:00

MY BOY IS SICK. -.- damn. and im not there to nurse him. haha.

so this week is filled with ASSIGNMENTS and MORE ASSIGNMENTS. gosh. although me and my girl dont do much in school, always late for class, skip lectures, surf the net during class, we still feel the stress. hahah. i can safely say, we're the most SLACK students EVER. seriously. we can go for 'toilet breaks' which can lasts up to 1 hour. hahaha. madness.

i hate SCHOOL.

2006-07-03T22:16:00.000+08:00

** EDITED

OKAY time to blog. lol. candice stop nagging. :D EHH need to talk to you man. haha. ((:

so, baby just booked in today. the past few days were spent with him.

SATURDAY.
went down to pasir ris at 10:15am to wait for babyy. NOTE: bukit panjang to pasir ris. -.- hah. what to do. for my baby. so, ate brunch with him and his friends, and off we headed home. i went back home to nap and he went home to nap. and then something happened at home so i decided to leave. and went to baby's house. watched fantastic 4 on his comp, had dinner at westmall, and then it was back to his place to watch the England VS Portugal match.

SUNDAY.
skipped church at met baby at 4pm at marina square. watched Superman returns! the show was alright lah. cant say that it is very good also. then walked around and baby bought himself a top from topman. and we headed to Al-ameen for our dinner. and then his army friends came, so we hopped next door to Al-azhar. sat there while they talk about army life. ha. eerie stuffs. -.- then we all headed to West coast park in 3 cars. had fun there. (: and home it was at 4:30am!

TODAY.
skipped school to accompany baby. woke up and headed straight to bukit batok. went to the bank and headed to his place to slack the whole day. watched Troy on his comp. (: had dinner and then took a cab down to pasir ris. so, stayed there a while till he had to leave and took the train all the way back to bukit panjang. nice huh. haha. (:

okay. some photos. i met the girls last week BUT chengyin has yet to send me the photos. ripped photos from alicia's blog too. LAZY to edit. haha.

anyway just took a picture of syndey. she didnt know. HAHA. walked very quietly behind her or else she sure turn around. my bro bought her a cloth and pillow and she's sleeping ON IT CAN! hahahah. FREAKING ADORABLE. (btw, shes not leaving us already! i hope.)

2006-06-28T23:31:00.000+08:00

BEFORE you scroll down. read this LINE first.

5 peeps to tag : ALICIA, chengyin, rhea, jacintha, vanessa.

its meant to be RIGHT at the bottom. BUT i figured, people like alicia lim, hahahah!, would NOT scroll below to see her name once she sees something like this. SOOO, im sorry girl. i bet you already saw your name before you scrolled down. HAHA. you HAVE to do this. I was too bored.

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got tagged by Berenice AGAIN. hahaha.

1. Do the following WITHOUT complain
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged

Favourites
favourite colour: pink, black, white, gold.
favourite food: chocolates
favourite song: too many!
favourite movie: as usual, too many again.
favourite day of the week: SAT AND SUNDAY. (baby comes out!)
favourite season: winter. then i can cuddle with my baby.
favourite ice-cream: BEN & JERRY'S.
current mood: happy! (just heard baby's voice)
current taste: err. tasteless.
current clothes: black bottom and blue spag.
current desktop: baby's pictures
current time: 11:30pm
current surroundings: my MESSY PINK room
current thoughts: i'm seeing him on saturday!

First
first best friend: rachel tang (:
first crush: morris tan
first movie: ERRR. flintstones with my family
first lie: ..how to remember?
first music: another dumb question.

Lasts
last cigarette: first and last. like.. 4 years ago?
last drink: pokka green tea
last car ride: just now when daddy fetched me home.
last crush: TOH CHUAN KAI.
last movie: RV
last phone call: baby. :D
last CD played: hrm. DVD counted? CSI season 6.

Have you ever
have you ever dated your best friend: dated? yes. haha. as in go out shopping?
have you ever been arrested: err. maybe more like caught.
have you ever skinny-dipped: no.
have you ever been on tv: i guess not.
have you ever kissed someone you don't know: no.
4 things you are wearing: 5 earrings. more than 4 already.
4 things you done today: schooled, towned, ate and met up with the girls.
3 things you can hear right now: my brother in the toilet, CSI playing on the tv outside, and my sis moving on the bed.
1 thing you do when you are bored: watch movies on my laptop.
5 peeps to tag : alicia, chengyin, rhea, jacintha, vanessa.

2006-06-27T19:07:00.000+08:00

day 2 of school was pretty short. 2 hours in school doing nothing. then while waiting for mom to come pick me and alicia up, (she was coming over) we were walking to campus deli and guess what we saw? a 10 DOLLAR BILL right in the middle of the atrium. hahahaha. and we both got ourselves a free lunch.

home it was a both of us had lunch and then me and mom decided to do some online shopping at victoria's secret. we spent US$243 in just a few clicks. LOL. which would total to about $440 SING dollars. phew. dad's gonna blow when he finds out about it. hahahaha.

i got myself a newwww white bikini, a white off shoulder and a pink sequined top. mom got 4 items. 3 tops and 1 bottom. 7 items for $440. MADNESS. it was fun though, just clicking away. our stuffs would probably ship over in a month's time. :D wheeeee.

then me and alicia plopped ourselves on my bed, each with our laptops opened, and watched movies. she watched Green Mile and i was watching CSI season 6. (: laid on the bed for nearly 3 hours. woah. haha. and OFF she went to meet her baby.

so im gonna be home alone soon as the mother leaves for discipleship group. singing was cancelled due to agnes' upcoming mid-year exams. well, im just as lazy to leave the house too, so might as well. :D girl, ALL THE BEST for your mid-years yea? ((:

BABY is coming out on FRIDAY NIGHT cos the next day would be SAF day so he gets an extra DAY! yay. ha. and friday is my big bro's birthday. still deciding what i should get for his birthday. any suggestions people? a birthday gift for a 24 year old brother?

2006-06-26T15:07:00.000+08:00

got tagged by Berenice. (:

7 random facts about me:
- i'm attached to the most amazing person in the world. :D
- i'm one MEAN girl
- i love babies! haha.
- i'm a very messy person
- i love eating durians
- i love PINK
- i'm 1.63m

7 things that scare me:
- when baby gets angry with me
- GIRLS (when it comes to baby)
- cockroaches
- 'dirty stuffs'
- scary/horror movies
- ARMY
- anything that has more than 6 legs

7 random music at the moment:
- BoA's Double
- BoA's No.1
- Kelly Clarkson's Breakaway
- Tasha's Tuesday
- Tasha's La Musique
- Jem's Maybe I'm Amazed
- The Carpenter's Yesterday Once More

7 people to do this:
- chengyin
- rhea
- alicia
- yvonne lim
- yvonne lin
- xinping
- agnes
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IN SCHOOL NOW. whee~ -_- wth. acting enthusiastic. ohh. i passed maths and database. HOW NICE. hahaa. got a C and D respectively. wth man. aiyah. i shouldnt complain. i didnt really study also. Lol.

ANYWAY, im a VERY happy girl. heee. :D babybabybaby, i love you so muchh. did i mentioned i went baby's house yesterday? and talking to his dad was freaky but at the same time makes me happy. hahahaa. ok im mad. BYE.

2006-06-25T00:49:00.000+08:00

the past two days has been FAN-TA-BULOUS. :D just great. my baby's out of camp and we did try our very best to make FULL use of all his time. although today we wasted a few hours. but nevertheless, i enjoyed myself so much! :D

yesterday, i met him at 9:30AM under his block but that silly boy didnt sms me at all when he woke up. but i still went at 9:30 as planned. sat under his block. smsed and called a few times. no reply, no answer. was kinda worried he overslept. called again. and this crazy fella was standing next to me. -_- hahaha. so irritating. always doing this. LOL.

had breakfast at MACS and then off we went to lavender to meet his army friends. all went to the army market to shop for their stuffs. bought quite a lot of things and baby's bag was sooo heavy. ha. so, we cabbed to PS for a movie! scary movie 4! the show's DUMB. but im dumber. its like, its suppose to be the funny versions of those scary movies. and if you people know me, i dont spend money to scare myself. so im kinda timid when it comes to scary movies. but this AINT a scary movie. haah. so there's this one part where JU-ON appeared and i got scared, i quickly turned away. and knock into my baby's head. hahaha. ohmy. so funny.

after our movie, we walked all over town. :D and then we decided to watch another movie. Just my luck @ 7:20. nice nice nice show. kept laughing lah. like how could ANYONE be so suay? hahaha. so, we then headed back to my place. to drink mom's brewed CHICKEN SOUP. it was yummy. (: stayed for a while and baby headed home. :D

today, that boy came to support me during my singing performance at EUNOS. freaking far. anyway my poor boy waited. :( im sorry. so, we then headed to.... CHANGI AIRPORT! hahah. since we didnt have any place to go and we decided to go to a place that is not crowded. we felt like TOURISTS and it gave us that feeling of wanting to go overseas STRAIGHTAWAY. hah. had lunch, sat at the chairs watching the planes take off but, not many did. so, we went back to my place! watched GREEN MILE. :D very nice show. not done with the show yet though. its 3 discs long. so, he just left. :D thanks babyy. i had so muchh fun. i'll be seeing him tomorrow AGAIN! ((:

at the airport!

and school's like starting in less than 30 hours! bummer.
off i go watch green mile. :D

lalala.

2006-06-22T22:08:00.000+08:00

todays the shittiest day ever. ok maybe not. but you get what i mean.

firstly, i got slapped by mom like a few times in a row. dont ask why.
secondly, i kneeled on my wounded knee.
thirdly, im having a bad headache.
fourthly, i dont wanna talk about it.

bye.

2006-06-21T12:56:00.000+08:00

I CUT MY HAIR. I FREAKING CUT MY HAIR. :((((((((((

AND ITS SO DAMN SHORT NOW. sobs.
GRRRRR. IM AN ANGRY WOMAN.

AHHH. i nearly cried while cutting it. i had to, cos the ends were so dry. this sucks. i shouldnt have gone to the hairdresser.

i should have just left my hair to ROT.

2006-06-21T00:58:00.000+08:00

was just doing my daily blog-hopping and stopped at xiaxue's. i used to enjoy her silly entries but i now, i cant resist it but i dont really have a very good impression of her. the way she put people down on her blog is very bitchy. i mean, if she looks good herself, and she talks about people being fugly and stuff, then i've got nothing to say you know. but its like, she aint pretty herself. she's like SHORT and she photoshops her pictures to make herself look good.

ok. i may sound like her, bringing people down. but i guess, blogging about her aint wrong. because the way she thinks, its like she's the hottest girl around or something. -.-

there were these photos she posted in her blog. a photoshoot with mtv vjs MAY and CHOY and the other blogger, dawn. i dont know what to say, but when i saw those photos, all i could think was, "wth is she doing in there?" i think those people must be blind.

MTV VJS MAY & CHOY. at least they carry that model look.

and DAWN is poster-worthy.

ERRRR. xiaxue? i've got no comments.

dont you think she just spoils the WHOLE photoshoot? gosh. what were they thinking. OK. i may sound kinda bitchy. im not saying i could be better. BUT, pls. someone has got to shake that idea of hers. she thinks too highly of herself. and she looks down on her fellow singaporeans. go read her blog and you'll understand. i dont know how she could end up having fans. and, she's not gonna go very far with this blog of hers. its not gonna be a career. she better stop acting like a princess and thinking she can earn big bucks with her blogging.

2006-06-19T22:03:00.000+08:00

visited chingching after like HOW LONG. went to see baby kingsley. aww man. he's sooo cutee. i suddenly have this THING for little babies. hahahhhaa. and everyone's asking me to get my own then. LOL. hrmm. lets see. (: i definitely want my own.

singing again after that. and was reading CLEO and had a crazy inspiration to do something to someone's face. LOL. and agnes! my first MODEL. :D so, started doodling on her face and TA-DAH!

GORGEOUS HUH? i did on my own face too. i love it man. (: anyway my EYEBALL looks scary. ahhaha. too big. thats cos i was looking in the other direction too much. oops. :/ but you're not suppose to be looking at my eyeball anyway.

so, baby is coming out in TWO DAYS time! wooo. :D finallyyy huh. (: ALRIGHT. shall head to bed EARLY today.

2006-06-18T01:30:00.000+08:00

there was a chocolate fountain in her hotel room! yummyyyyy. :D

kim's 21st birthday at gallery hotel. she booked a suite and she invited so many of her friends. had fun snapping with her polaroid camera. and its been a long time since i met up with my ex canon colleagues. though not all there.

before that, went to bishan, junction 8, to support charlene and joy in their teenage icon! they both got in! im so happy for them! (: we were all cheering them on.

so, singing rehearsals tomorrow. and home it is. i miss talking to my baby. we didnt talk much today cos i was out. :( sorry babyy.

5 MORE DAYS TILL I SEE YOU AGAIN.

2006-06-17T00:01:00.000+08:00

sigh. so my baby is gone again. :( i miss him already although its just less than 2 hours ago we saw each other. he booked out for graduation so i watched him through the live cast on the school's website. was waiting SO LONG for him to appear! he had 4 awards. :D my smart boy. even brought my laptop into the toilet while i was bathing in case i missed him. haha. and when he appeared, i printed the screen! and saved it. Lol. crazy huh. :D

so, i headed to lot 1 where baby and his friends were. sat down at macs while they talked. :D after that, we headed upstairs and caught the show 'Cars'. the show's kinda boring. :/ ohwell. i still enjoyed myself with him.

we then left for my place. and he cabbed home. that boy is super tired. the next time i'll see him would be next friday! (: i cant wait!

2006-06-15T23:52:00.000+08:00

shopping today. didnt really buy much cos i didnt dare to ask mom for too much cos she already bought me a dress last week. :/ so, all i got today was a pair of shorts from zara and a pair of pants from m)phosis. im happy though. (:

walked the WHOLE of marina square and im so tired now. having a very bad headache. :( so, im still gonna blog though. so first thing we did was to go have ice cream and COFFEEE. but i skipped coffee. too much coffee aint good cos i drank coffee yesterday. and it STAINS your teeth. so, chose a rasberry smoothie.

then we started walking into every shop. saw so many nice stuffs but didnt wanna ask for it lah. mom said when she earn money from her shares, she'll bring me out for more shopping. (: lets see if she keeps her word.

dinner at crystal jade and homeee sweet homeee. baby called and we talked. (: every night i hear his voice. even though its not a very long time. but still very happy.

so yesterday he booked out. i met him at 7:45am!? at raffles city. was waiting for him while he cabbed down from pasir ris. super early huh. haha. anything for him. so, we took a train to his place cos he needed to get his formal clothes for his interview. and then we took a bus down to suntec. had lunch and met daddy. (: then 3 of us walked to tower 3 where baby's gonna have his interview. dad went back to work, so, waited at coffee bean alonee. (: and after his interview, we went esplanade library and slacked there. talked. :D and then time passed SUPER fast. it was already 5 plus 6. so he took a train back while i went to singing class.

sooo.. wanna see how he looks like now? hahaha. anyway i LOVE to rub his head. the feeling is SO NICE. (: even he likes doing it. haaha.

anyway i'll be seeing him again, TOMORROW! he'll be booking in on saturday! yay! means more time spent togetherrrr. :D i love you baby!

2006-06-15T15:06:00.000+08:00

GUESS WHERE IM HEADING OUT TO NOW?

or rather, what am i gonna do?

SHOPPING WITH THE MOTHER!!!
:D:D:D:D

been a LONG time i went shopping due to lack of $$. but, this time its different! mom's there! hahahaa. ((: SEE YA.

2006-06-14T06:25:00.000+08:00

look at the time now! 6:21AM!? hahaha. why on earth am i up so early?

thats cos i'll be seeing him in LESS THAN 2 hours time! he's booking out at 7am and i'll be meeting him in the train and accompanying him back to his place. and we will then head to suntec from there for his scholarship interview! (: and i got a few hours with him! yep! so happy i can see him 2 days earlier.

lalalala..
im a happy girl!

2006-06-12T00:28:00.000+08:00

HAPPY HALF YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO US. :D

2006-06-11T21:12:00.000+08:00

went to crystal's place yesterday for a swim with chengyin. its been at least a month ago since we last swam together. :D was fun. had KFC for dinner. crys' mom bought back for us. thank you auntie! then they both got ready to go out. and i wanted to go home. so, i was waiting for my parents to come pick me. did crystal's hair for her? haha. cut her fringe and its looking good! (: helped her curl her hair too.

then. those two girls, psycho-ed me along. yea. haha. terrible you know. everytime they want something, they will psycho you until its hard to reject them. oh well. they wanted me to have fun too. thanks girls. really appreciate it. -bighug-

so, parents picked 3 of us up and we headed to my place so i could dress up and stuff. we then headed to Mos. place was freaking pack. we had so much fun. and we got tired early, i guess its due to the swim before that. we left at 1 plus and 3 of us cabbed home. (:

and got up early for church! (: saw baby lucas again. gosh he's SUPER adorable. and my mom and everyone was saying he's CONFIRM a man already. hahaha. ok you guys must be going "HUH!?" everytime some guy from church comes to me and want to carry him, lucas will CRY almost immediately. and i will then take him back, and he'll STOP crying! gosh. really makes you want to have a kid. hahaa. he's SO huggable. i want to bring baby to church so he can see lucas too!

OHH. my grandparents came to church too! for the chinese service! soo happy for them you know. my porpor used to attend church but my grandfather never wanna go. so, today he came too! (: after church, we headed for DIM SUM and the restaurant dad and mom got married at. haha. had so much fun.

my parent's back view

grandfather: bryan, why dont you and lesley get married here? (conversing in cantonese)
everyone: LAUGH.

hahahhaha. why? cos its SO old and so cheena looking! hahaha. its been there for so long. gosh. my grandfather is so cute. he's 85 already! and still so energetic. (:

and my baby has been calling me everytime he's free. thanks baby. really glad to hear your voice. (: i miss him so much! and TOMORROW IS OUR ANNIVERSARY. SIX MONTHS! loves.